it's over. how i wanted to save it. how i wanted it to last forever.

i feel disappointed. i feel sad. i feel lost. i feel emptiness. and most of all i feel pain.

i know that the next time i look into your eyes. i'll see a friend who can only be there. not someone you look forward to seeing every weekend. everyday. someone you wanna talk to all the time with endless topics. someone you wanna do fun things together with. someone you can spend everyday every min and every hour with.

he's that someone to me.

but sadly. i'm not that someone to him.