i feel this sense of loss once again.
i hate it when you start thinking too far or too much. i hate it when it always comes back within weeks. i hate it when you pop that kinda question. it never lasts.
how i wish time could stop. when we were both happy together.
can you please stop thinking?
i'm shaking with fear. all over again.
smile (:
9:37 PM
i hate being looked down upon. damnit i still haven't got over yesterday's project meeting. if only i can be a bit smarter. ): life is never fair isn't it.
i vow to work hard ! (hope i do it pls)
back to accounting.
p.s: it's funny how this used to be my main blog while lj was my secret blog and now this has become my secret blog. haha. how can i blog openly bout my opinions w/o getting misunderstood ?!
smile (:
4:32 PM
