HI BLOG ! and people. (:

i'm so tired. everyday at work there's so much waiting for me to do. and it keeps piling up never ending. PLS SAVE ME !

so i had a super relaxing to the max weekend. i feel so guilty for ignoring my project really. sorry groupmates. watched get smart on saturday. it wasn't as funny and nice as i expected it to be really. but the cinema as usual was great. (: this time it was the grand cathy ! OMG !

had spegeddies after that and just walked around before heading home. spegeddies's food not bad. LOL always wanted to try but the rest say expensive. LOL.

so sunday was swimming ! i waited from 12noon til 3+ pls. from damn bright sun to almost no more sun. to no sun. WALAO ! zheyang lah. LOL. stupid sheep. went to hanchih's brother's condo to swim.

seriously. rich man's paradise. when we reached the pool. CROWDED WITH GUESS WHO ! ANG MOHS ! LOL. zheyang was so happy sia. HAHAHAHA. so went to change with suling and then yes swim. the pool was awesome. like jacuzzi everywhere ! LOL. nice comfy rounded 2 seater sofas. suntan beds. BBQ pits just infront of the pool. really so awesome.

we were even laughing at the mini lcd screen in the lift showing channel news asia. "watch 30secs also happy" LOL. "must be when they stuck in the lift can watch" it was funny lah. then went up to the jacuzzi area. (: it's so awesome. the view. from the 38th or don't know issit 31st storey. OMG ! overlooking chinatown. (: and the jacuzzi area is by area. no disturbance or whatsoever. for that time it belongs to you. so awesome.

went to bedok's botak jones but long queue. WALAO. so we went airport for popeyes. still long queue so we went to the T1's outlet. really awesome day. (: love all. and more swimming soon thanks.














my lambo. (:






they just love to take photo with my car. don't know why also.


saw this at botak jones. QUITE TRUE ! click to enlarge people in case you guys don't know.

alright. off to bed now. goodnight NIGHT hello morning. hello work.

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10:13 PM

HAPPY BELATED BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY JONNY ! (15 june)

yes i know eons ago. LOL. sorry lah i only had the mood to blog like now. sorry your birthday was only like so short. but still hope you had fun. maybe we should go out soon and have a post birthday celebration.

i'm so glad you stayed back for 2 years (not trying to be a bastard). LOL but yeah. you've been an awesome friend talking nonsense with me and it's very much loved. sorry wilbur rocks more. (: LOL.

our friendship will last forever i'm sure and for now strive hard okay ! LOL. not trying to be a bastard again but yah. (: jonny is loves. LOL. wilbur is loves more.

me: so what you want for your birthday
jon: (alot of unrealistic stuff)
jon: a patrick soft toy
jon: collage is so girlish.
jon: but i like.



LOL. so you've got your collage. it was a little ruined but at least can see my face ! LOL SPOT ME PEOPLE !

and shokudo with carmen and weng is loves. they kept laughing at my baby photo. ask me bring but ALL NEVER BRING. WALAO ! TSK.



okay back to work. love all !

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10:40 PM

okay so i'm getting along well. time passes so fast and tomorrow is TGIF ! my favourite day of the week.

rather busy these few days. and our project is not moving ! we have to get back on track. sip/mp is tough shit. really. i still think running both of it concurrently is crazy. 2 more months and it'll be over. i'm looking forward to my long awaited holidays.


no more online shopping for me. LOL. nemrac please don't tempt me thanks. LOL

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10:31 PM

for the past few days i felt like i was in a dream. a dream that was so ridiculous but yet felt so real. i really wished this was a dream. everything. the whole news. the whole wake. the whole situation but sadly it wasn't.

everyone has to come to terms with reality and i'm trying. the past weekend was really hard for me. crying once in awhile. but what kahyuen said to me really made me cry harder. she said we should feel happy for clifton. look at him. he can fly to anywhere he wants now.

i totally agree with kahyuen. though she's my freshie but she's so much wiser. thanks kahyuen. and thanks ronny for making me laugh so much before we went for the wake on friday. it really did cheer me up. thanks weng and kaiwen for being beside me the whole day yesterday. i love you guys. and my friends and most importantly my family.

dear clifton. thanks so much for all the memories. i hope you're feeling happy up there in the skies. flying on your plane. travelling to the different places. meeting new friends. i know you won't forget us and neither will we.



thanks for being my first FA when i was a gl.
thanks for encouraging us whenever we started to slack off.
thanks for making zilra your first and your last empire.

THREE CHEERS FOR CLIFTON ! (:

p.s: you know i always thought this 2 photos not nice. i've always wanted to take a nicer one with you. but now i realised it's the most beautiful photo among all. (:

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11:14 PM

perhaps the most depressing thing that i have encountered was this. the loss of a friend.

though i wasn't very close to clifton but the 9 days that we spent together really was amazing. the late night debriefs. how his pronounciation never failed to make us laugh. how we talked about owing herbal tea. and i bought you herbal tea okay. from cheers. but you dint want to let me treat. how we talk about you working in G-Star and me going there to buy a pair of jeans even though it's men's cut. it was just little little moments that reminds me of you.

also i remember you telling me during FO that it's possible for me to join SU through you and terence. but i didn't. i regretted not joining SU in year 1. i can get to know you more. also i want to say thank you clifton for everything. for the joy and laughter you gave us to be what zilra is. i'm sorry we didn't make your first time as an FA a joyful one because we gave you last position for all 3 camps. but i hope you really did enjoy being in zilra.


just keeps repeating in my mind after i know the news. and the day before i knew of the news i still playfully called edwin clifton. cause he was joking bout me and suling. so i decided to tease him. and the next day..

it was just so sudden. and shocking. our beloved FA. and beloved friend. the memories of you will always be in our hearts. rest in peace clifton lam jia hao.



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11:35 AM

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10:28 PM

this photo makes my day. LOL.


neoprints once in awhile is fine. (: LOL. bao ps cut it and give us thanks. (:

NIGHT ALL!

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11:39 PM

omg i feel so loser. really. although i rant rant rant rant and rant but after the gathering i feel that everything's fine. it's worth it since everyone was so happy.

LOL. so i declare that i'm fine now and thanks to all who expressed concern over it.

monday blues. boohoo.

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9:51 PM

i'm feeling quite down now. it wasn't anything big at all until i read a post. and after hearing comments.

sometimes i feel so tired. i feel not appreciated. i feel like crap.

sometimes even if i don't say anything. all you have to do is just msg and ask. if other people can do that why can't you. why does it always have to be me to inform everything. to send msg to tell this and that.

i mean like you all really think i'm that free. you know i wake up early to go work. i start 830 end at 6 only. i do lots of stuff at work. i still have a major project to do. come home sometimes still need to discuss project. weekends are not say very free. i have commitments. i still have to go back school for project. my proper rest days are like what only sunday.

i mean like can't you guys just appreciate everything and stop complaining and whining. it's not very nice if this certain person plan this and then i say like "blah blah blah or whatever" seriously. i'm just so tired of this. and it's not the first time.

whatever happen to not planning again. seriously. i wasn't angry or what at all. i just hope that people can show me some appreciation. it's not easy planning and you all know that. i guess that's what i have to say.

just ranting my thoughts away cause i really can't take it anymore.

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11:58 PM

time check: 10.40pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO !

WALAO ! i wish you so many times but i'm NOT gonna msg you cause you dint msg me. and you said you forgot ! WORSE ! LOL. so yup.

okay off to bed goodnight world.

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10:40 PM

sigh. it sucks to have to work during weekdays and also do a major project at the same time. just imagine after work so tired go home still must do project. and when finally you have the weekend to rest you can't why ? because you have to do your major project.

seriously why can't sip be sip and major project be major project. why have to combine both together at once ? why why why !

sigh. so this week having project meeting. i hope people don't be late anymore cause time is precious. and moreover this saturday i have something on. i can't cancel the whole thing to make the whole day a project day cause i have already made plans.

and i feel quite stupid talking to my blog about this. but sigh. juggling work and project is not easy. be glad that the rest of you are just studying. studying is so much better and fun.

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9:43 PM