the first da without you.

i wonder how life is gonna be. i'm scared to step out. i'm too in my comfort zone. it feels like my whole world has been revolving around you. you're like a dream come true to me.

you're the first person i think of when i wanna go food tasting. you're the first person i think of when i wanna just go out and hang around. you're the one who can lift my day up and put my day down. you're the one who makes me grin from ear to ear. you're the one who takes all my shit and still embrace me with love. you're the one who never fails to make me laugh non stop and think that "omg why you so cute i can't stop loving you"

i want to stay in your heart and arms forever.

can i turn back time ?

it's over. how i wanted to save it. how i wanted it to last forever.

i feel disappointed. i feel sad. i feel lost. i feel emptiness. and most of all i feel pain.

i know that the next time i look into your eyes. i'll see a friend who can only be there. not someone you look forward to seeing every weekend. everyday. someone you wanna talk to all the time with endless topics. someone you wanna do fun things together with. someone you can spend everyday every min and every hour with.

he's that someone to me.

but sadly. i'm not that someone to him.