i'm feeling quite down now. it wasn't anything big at all until i read a post. and after hearing comments.

sometimes i feel so tired. i feel not appreciated. i feel like crap.

sometimes even if i don't say anything. all you have to do is just msg and ask. if other people can do that why can't you. why does it always have to be me to inform everything. to send msg to tell this and that.

i mean like you all really think i'm that free. you know i wake up early to go work. i start 830 end at 6 only. i do lots of stuff at work. i still have a major project to do. come home sometimes still need to discuss project. weekends are not say very free. i have commitments. i still have to go back school for project. my proper rest days are like what only sunday.

i mean like can't you guys just appreciate everything and stop complaining and whining. it's not very nice if this certain person plan this and then i say like "blah blah blah or whatever" seriously. i'm just so tired of this. and it's not the first time.

whatever happen to not planning again. seriously. i wasn't angry or what at all. i just hope that people can show me some appreciation. it's not easy planning and you all know that. i guess that's what i have to say.

just ranting my thoughts away cause i really can't take it anymore.

smile (:
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