wongiee

2009-10-04T15:31:00.002+08:00

the first da without you.

i wonder how life is gonna be. i'm scared to step out. i'm too in my comfort zone. it feels like my whole world has been revolving around you. you're like a dream come true to me.

you're the first person i think of when i wanna go food tasting. you're the first person i think of when i wanna just go out and hang around. you're the one who can lift my day up and put my day down. you're the one who makes me grin from ear to ear. you're the one who takes all my shit and still embrace me with love. you're the one who never fails to make me laugh non stop and think that "omg why you so cute i can't stop loving you"

i want to stay in your heart and arms forever.

can i turn back time ?

2009-10-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

it's over. how i wanted to save it. how i wanted it to last forever.

i feel disappointed. i feel sad. i feel lost. i feel emptiness. and most of all i feel pain.

i know that the next time i look into your eyes. i'll see a friend who can only be there. not someone you look forward to seeing every weekend. everyday. someone you wanna talk to all the time with endless topics. someone you wanna do fun things together with. someone you can spend everyday every min and every hour with.

he's that someone to me.

but sadly. i'm not that someone to him.

2009-09-30T21:37:00.002+08:00

i feel this sense of loss once again.

i hate it when you start thinking too far or too much. i hate it when it always comes back within weeks. i hate it when you pop that kinda question. it never lasts.

how i wish time could stop. when we were both happy together.

can you please stop thinking?

i'm shaking with fear. all over again.

2009-09-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

i hate being looked down upon. damnit i still haven't got over yesterday's project meeting. if only i can be a bit smarter. ): life is never fair isn't it.

i vow to work hard ! (hope i do it pls)

back to accounting.

p.s: it's funny how this used to be my main blog while lj was my secret blog and now this has become my secret blog. haha. how can i blog openly bout my opinions w/o getting misunderstood ?!

2009-08-31T12:26:00.000+08:00

OH MY ! surprisingly i still remember the password to blogger. everyone feels that i shouldn't have done that. we shouldn't be together again. everyone is on my side but why nobody is on his ?

why isn't anyone really happy for us ? issit cause it happened one too many times ? i'm just as confused. but i guess we really want this to work. i'm gonna give it a last try. i hope. nobody understands the way i really feel about him. and i bet if it's some other girls. really they'll just take any chance thrown at them. maybe i'm someone like that. i just can't let go knowing that there's still love between us.

if he found someone new and all okay i accept but not like this. i hate when people think badly of us. maybe next time by shutting up would be good. don't spread the news so fast. and make a big fuss. it's a note to self.

2008-12-16T01:31:00.001+08:00

I'M MOVING OVER TO LJ !

like finally. lol. i love blogspot but now lj seems more familiar.

click here for my lj kay ?!

2008-11-25T00:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WENG ! (21st nov)

anyway i was the last to wish him. on purpose though cause i remembered last year he "scolded" me cause i dint wish him. I DINT EVEN KNOW BACK THEN ! lol.

time check: 12:06

what am i still doing online at this hour when i have a meeting tmr at 10am. it's because.. i have to type out my 8 page report for the judges to read on wednesday ! not sure if they'll read though but i'm told to prepare it.

judging on wednesday. i'm really scared. i'm afraid that i will not get good grades. i'm considering being a teacher. LOL. it's just a sudden thought after weekiat mentioned it briefly. okay i should stop thinking and do my report.

i'm only at abstract ! GOODBYE ALL!

2008-11-23T17:11:00.001+08:00

OMG ! i've been copying wikis since 3+ til now and some wikis are super horrible like as if competing to write the longest essays.

so freaking pissing me off. super grouchy these days.

2008-11-19T21:34:00.005+08:00

SO BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY !

yes this is really a busy week for me. every week something new to do. every week something to submit. it drives me crazy. really. tarot reading was right its a month of busying. next week i have to:

1. prepare for mp judging - it will make or break me really
2. study for CRM quiz. irene gave loads of hints but seriously the hints are like studying the whole 3 chapters.
3. research on technopreneurship project
4. complete ccom mp report which must be done before judging day

OMG LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF WORK I HAVE TO DO. so really busy. subjects this sem are so difficult i tell you. thoughts of increasing my GPA are like dashed. to be able to maintain would be good enough.

had a talk by SIM university today. not that i want to go into SIM though. but they only offer part-time courses. and you have to be at least 21 years old. have to have at least 2 years experience or holding a job currently to be able to get in.

part-time degrees are tiring. really. imagine you work whole day and at night study. i know for sure i won't be able to make it really. sigh. alright i'm off.

oh and i did this for carmen's birthday for IEEs. i finally posted it out. LOL.

the actual one i send her

i liked this better though. carmen's photo looks cuter. but shawn said no one likes to see themself botak. BUT IT LOOKS FINE ! LOL. and the wordings like classier. LOL

2008-11-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

i'm studying for supply chain now cause there's a quiz tomorrow !

it's been almost like half the year since i last studied for a quiz or some test or some i don't know what but ya it feels weird now ! like really weird. like you can't focus and all.

okay i gotta do this. it's just 5 MCQs and 22 short questions ! and imagine studying damn hard for the 5 MCQ. quite lame. LOL. okay i should stop complaining and start getting to work.

GO GO ! i can do this.

2008-11-07T13:38:00.001+08:00

seriously i hate year 3. everyone's so kanchiong over EVERYTHING ! like really. can't you guys just relax.

and i'm betting that he won't read the draft at all.

2008-11-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

yes i haven't been updating. i know.

friday was present searching with zy ngiam bao and jh. me and jh waited for zy like 197865872 donkey years. and then he came wearing a white shirt with sun. he said he's bringing the sun to siobhan. LOL. was quite funny though.

in the end skipped the hospital trip and went to town. went to look for watches. so expensive. and then walked pass this fragrance road show and all our hearts started moving that way. LOL. ARMANI FRAGRANCE in limited edition bottle with a super big black bag for 189bucks leh. the bag damn nice. LOL

so went around to continue looking for watches and in the end we just decided to go for the fragrance. bought the polo one instead cause nicer smelling. (: and they gave free ralph lauren towel lor. wrap with the wrapper somemore. DAMN NICE. too bad i dint take photo of the present. IT WAS HUGE ! lol.

then went to mph cause bao wanna buy book. he say he wanna read. LOL. i wonder when he'll finish it. then went to do some super funny stuff like rearranging the little miss and mr series cause it was ngiam's childhood's dream. LOL. and they wanted to buy this calendar for me. HAHAHAHA. so idiotic.

will post the photo soon. OH DINNER WAS GREAT ! the mushroom is sooo nice but sooo expensive. 9.50bucks for a bowl of mushroom soup.

anyway i'm off to bed. GOODNIGHT ALL.

2008-10-26T13:53:00.002+08:00

i'm doing my first assignment now. writing a success story. hahahaha. guess what i'm writing on ! not telling though LOL. ask me personally.

i had ajisen two days in a row. and i watched high school musical. was quite sad at some parts though cause it's like something similar i'm going through. graduation and all. your friends will be going different direction. what you wanna do and stuff.

i almost teared okay. and wilbur NEVER WATCH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL BEFORE LEH ! he say it wasn't what he expected it to be he expected it to be bad okay. still the first movie would be the best. and also the last. (:

finished paris hilton's my new bff and antm already. i'm waiting for next week so i'll get two episodes of heroes and gossipgirls. what would life be without tv shows.

2008-10-24T00:36:00.002+08:00

now that ccom is not every friday. i have two days off from school. tuesday and friday. like so boring.

ccom tutor is so irritating. he's damn sarcastic seriously. most unenjoyable lesson. assignment one due next week. SO FAST ASSIGNMENT LEH ! project proposal on week 3. BUT I JUST STARTED SCHOOL HELLO !

dinner with carmen weng and shawn was good. ajisen. (: something that bur won't like. LOL. i'm so tired. where's all my shows ? heroes gg can't get yet. paris hilton my new bff out ONLY TOMORROW ?! and every thursday antm is not out yet ! what is happening !

i should go do my first assignment now. to write a success story. i think i'll take apple or creative. HMMMM..

2008-10-21T16:12:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL START ! can't really get used to it though. LOL. but lessons are good cause all in the afternoon. only wednesday is in the morning. one thing i hate about school. choosing project mates. it's just so mind taxing. really.

customer relationship management project will be a totally different group. still together with my dearest shu hui after 3 years LOL. and alvis and lynette. we'll have a fun time confirm. (:

last semester GO !

jonny made this of me.

VERY NOT NICE PLS. LOL

i made one for mysef. NICER !

SO NICE

and this is wilbur.

I THINK IT'S DAMN FUNNY ! lol.

okay that's all BYE.

2008-10-16T15:39:00.012+08:00

YAY ! i resized the photos like finally. LOL.

VONN'S PAGEANT (:

me and bao

free walls ice cream. it's eat-all-you-can okay.

look at the straw LOL

this is what we do during intervals. the them was geek or glam (: we decided to turn geek awhile cause we're always glam HOHO !

bao

with centre parting LOL

william's sister

william

siobhan

ngiam

jazreel

jodin

joan

vonn

and lastly !

ME (: i'm the teacher LOL

what we bought for vonn

geek section

damn cute hor. (:

glam section

hi vonn and cute partner LOL

mr attitude kay. don't play play LOL

vonn with her presents !

HELLO ! her backview. joan looks shocked too. ARE YOU ?

group photo !

and lastly photo with vonn (: she's wearing heels.

okay photos of vonn's birthday celebration soon.

2008-10-15T00:20:00.001+08:00

I WATCHED HOUSE BUNNY ! (:

meeting joan and bao tomorrow. yay. max payne or eagle eye on saturday. HMMMMMMMM..

i like both ! LOL. and i realised i haven't post photos of vonn's pageant. SOON (: LOL

2008-10-09T13:23:00.003+08:00

fiq says i post photos of myself. okay now i shall post photo of other people.

i went ice cream chef on tuesday and i found this photo still there after a year !

sorry the photo got abit cut-off. it says liverpool. LOL. sorry liverpool fans. LOOK AT ZY AND BAO LOL

and then BBQ last saturday. jonny showed me some photos of a certain someone. LOL i think it's funny so i bluetoothed it to my phone to upload on my blog ! LOL. no prizes for guessing who it is. LOL

2008-10-07T00:05:00.001+08:00

i really like this collage. LOL it was like timer shot. will post the ones about bao and all later. must copy images. and

credits to joansengyanhui for this collage. she's still the best at photoshop. (: love you babe !

2008-10-05T14:09:00.003+08:00

what have i been doing. well WORKING !

work just ended. how awesome. no more early mornings. but still late night sleeping. LOL. been watching gossip girl like everyday at least 2 episodes kind. OMG i never believe i'll say it but it's awesome. if only i watched it first when alvis introduced it to me in like sem 2.1

then i'll be a spoiler and tell everyone who's watching season 1 after i watched. it's like the sudden craze.

my favourite (:

carmen's favourite

i really like her hair. it's so wavy and natural and so nice.

i think she's damn cute. though quite bitchy.

i think she tries too hard and it's sometimes so irritating. did you know she was the little girl in the grinch who stole christmas ?! check out wikipedia for yourself (:

til then. you know you love me.

xoxo,
amanda

LOL. i think this phrase damn cool. OKAY BYE.

enough of gossip girls. i shall move on to my all time favourite heroes. season 3 is getting damn exciting. it's like you can't understand what's going on but you will in later episodes kinda thing. i can't wait for episode 4.

i'm always a spoiler for joan for ANTM cycle 11 cause i always talk in the wrong convo. i feel bad. sorry babe. so every thursday i shall not talk to joan. cause i'll end up being a spoiler again. okay enough of tv shows. i'm gonna go watch gg season 2 now. i finished season 1 in a week. LOL

2008-10-05T14:00:00.001+08:00

ESKI BAR PHOTOS ! (:

i look damn scary here i know. LOL hi liyi !

group photo using the mirror reflection thingy.

APE BUDDY ! (: LOL. he's a hongkong ape.

these were like each of our poses at the damn cold place. it was really cold okay !

ME

SHAWNIEE

KAI

RON and his sexy diamond outfit. LOL

look at ronald.

and again. LOL

KLEON

LIYI

WENGIEE

while we were doing forfeit. LOL thanks liyi for taking the photo.

then the staff helped us. (:

finally up after like so long. LOL

2008-09-28T22:40:00.003+08:00

i'm like watching gossip girls now people. OMG. it's like bitchy. i think blake lively looks kinda pretty. (:

and did i mentioned i finished prince caspian ? i think i did. dinner with zilra yesterday. and HELLO ! failed outing please only 8 people. but we went lau pa sat for dinner. hear spooky stories from liyi. really spooky. and then we went eski bar.

okay i know it's like loser-ish if you go to a bar and drink mocktail but hey ! i don't drink alcohol kay. but my drink was nice. and played texas poker betting on the time in the very cold place. LOL.

and 2nd time i got pair know. and everyone knew so they fold before we even bid anything. totally unfair. but fun time. parkway today with wilbur. we always go parkway and instead of coffee at starbucks we went dome. the food like quite nice sia.

anyway off to go bloghopping. needa work tmr. sigh. regret. but for a week. i can do this.

i'm sorry i dint go.
but it doesn't mean you're forgotten.

2008-09-25T13:41:00.004+08:00

YAY ! i've finished watching prince caspian ! awesome but so like lord of the rings. don't you think so ? like the trees can move and fight. and the many many troops. but so sad peter and susan ain't coming back for the next movie. WH DINT SUSAN JUST STAYED BEHIND WITH CASPIAN ! WALAO.

okay gonna watch what happens in vegas now. i know i'm quite slow. but what to do ! SOME people watched it without me ! heheheh.

oh and i caught stepbrothers during the weekends. it's damn stupid. really. see wilbur we should have just watched mamma mia ! but it's alright it's pretty funny too but i don't think it's worth the money. wait for dvd kay ? and i wanna watch house bunny ! though it seems stupid. LOL

okay i should stop talking bye !

OH OH OH AND I'M GETTING MY HEROES TODAY ! FIRST 2 EPISODES OMG I CAN'T WAIT SERIOUSLY ! HEROES ROCKS MORE THAN GG. okay GG fans don't kill me. LOL

2008-09-23T22:18:00.003+08:00

I FINALLY WENT OUT TODAY ! (: AND HEROES IS OUT OMG ! i need to watch it !

HOW CAN YOU NOT WATCH IT ! SO EXCITING OMG !

and i finally went out today ! (:

and AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL CYCLE 11 IS HERE ! i'm abit slow lah but already at episode 4. LOL. (:

oh ! and i know i'm slow. i just finished watching eragon yesterday morning and spiderwick chronicles at night. AWESOME SHOWS ! can't wait for the next part ! and the guy in eragon quite cute. HAHHAA.

2008-09-21T22:31:00.001+08:00

I'M SO BORED PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME ! sigh.

and my narnia prince caspian is of bad quality ! NARNIA !

2008-09-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CARMEN HOE JIA RUI !

eh see i remembered your chinese name. i did 2 collage and made it into card leh ! first time so hardworking. and damn tiring. LOL. ignore the date and time. LOL

THIS LOOK LIKE POSTCARD LEH. sigh i'm so proud of my work. LOL

OKAY ! next photo zouk flea ! (: LOL

LOL i think look quite cool leh LOL. sorry joan you were toooooo busy. so we entertained ourselves (: HEHEHHEHE.

2008-09-18T16:43:00.000+08:00

OKAY ! 85 photos first. LOL. like finally.

YUMMY YUMMY FOOD ! quite hungry now.

JAZREEL !

BAO AND JOAN

BAO JOAN AND VONN'S CHOPSTICKS

WILBUR ! (: can you please smile properly

BAO JOAN VONN

VONN AND ME

ME AND JOAN

BAO

ME ! (:

2008-09-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

HI BLOG ! yes i know photos. LOL.

dinner with fiq was GREAT ! (: let's have dinner again but not cartel kay. WALAO FIQ ! want coffeeclub don't say. eh jaz you know we all go cartel just for you and your free bread. LOL.

i finished my whole 22episodes of full house (: AWESOME. still th best korean drama i ever watched. it's funny and not so sad that you cry at every episode kinda thing. LOL.

okay i should try to go resize photos now.

i'm so bored.

2008-09-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIJIE ! (:

poor boy enlisting soon. LOL. AND I RANDOMLY SAW HIM ON FRIDAY ! HAHAHAH. was like telling bao i like guys who wear like this and talking bout that loafers and then at bedok interchange he just waved his hand in front of me and i realised i have been talkin bout weijie all along. LOL

saved this convo rather long ago and i still think weijie's funny. LOL you know you always hear alot of stories from people in tekong. LOL.

wongiee you says:
EH enlisting soon
happy ?
[wj`] says:
sian
wongiee you says:
WHY
shd be happy
it'll be fun
[wj`] says:
hopefully will be fun
haha
wongiee you says:
sure will wan lah
becareful when you sleep arh
don't go toilet alone
[wj`] says:
wah.
i will bring a pot to urine at night
lol
wongiee you says:
why ?
[wj`] says:
coz u ask me not to go toilet alone mah

i think it's damn funny please. sigh. weijie arh weijie. how i miss zilra times. ):

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shopping with joan was GREAT ! WALAO i spend like on accessories and stuff rather than clothes. we (actually is i) keep going like "eh i saw this online" "so expensive, online sure cheaper send to your house somemore" LOL

but it's so true. like what you see in far east/bugis ALL can be found online. 100% guarantee plus chop ! and far east sells things more expensive than online ! the only good thing is you can try. LOL. but why shop in shopping centre when you shop on the com and the item send directly to your doorstep (for registered mails) if not to your house downstairs (if your postbox located downstairs) LOL.

okay i should stop shopping. met joan and bao 2 times this week. LOL. photos up when joan sends me. LOL. (: happy wappy. dinner with fiq tmr. (: LONG TIME NO SEE FIQ ! and thanks bao for that invitation to stay at the hotel (:

it was really awesome. LOL minus the don't-let-me-watch-lakehouse-time. LOL told you fated to watch lakehouse one you don't believe ! LOL. and lakehouse still as awesome as ever. (: okay i'm gonna go resize photos now to upload. LOL.

♥ ALL

2008-09-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

i wanted to photoshop all the photos and post it but after doing just one i felt damn lazy. HAHAHAHA. and it's the photo taken with ngiam. EH NGIAM HONOURED NOT !

okay i'll blog photos soon. i know blog with all words damn boring. LOL

2008-08-31T11:11:00.001+08:00

YES ! BOYS LIKE GIRLS TODAY WITH C'ZIA JYEAH CARMEN AND AH JOEY ! (:

THANKS HO C'ZIA JYEAH ! (:

2008-08-30T00:34:00.000+08:00

it's finally the end of the whole journey. i feel sad yet happy at the same time. LOL.

happy cause i can sleep in everyday ! AWESOME ! but sad cause i guess no matter how much i hate work i'll miss going to work. i'll miss the people there. and maybe the environment ? LOL.

last day but i still dint get any farewell treat. LOL. but it's alright. had a farewell gift. 8GB THUMBDRIVE ! SO BIG MY GOD. hahaha. dunno what to keep inside. and also a cake but i dint eat and my cake sort of like got melted. OMG like feel so bad.

through this SIP really seen alot of things that can happen in the outside world. sort of like broaden your horizon kinda thing. really ain't such a bad thing. at least you can learn from the experience. though sometimes really hate work to the max but there are times when i truly enjoy. (:

so now no work. wonder what i'll do.. LOL. maybe catch up with friends i haven't seen for a long time ? LOL.

anyway went to celebrate vonn's birthday just now. at manhatten fish. everyone was late lor. had awesome fun trying to listen to stories and all. HAHAHA. everyone was there except for fiq. sigh miss fiq lah though he always like to bully people.

bought vonn oreo cheesecake. WALAO eat til damn full. wanted to go have some coffee but not everyone drinking. only like 4 out of 12 people. LOL so we stood around and talk instead and then sat one corner eventually and just chat. i had one dollar coke. (:

shared with many people please. should have bought bigger one. had a really fun time. LOL. will post photos of vonn's pageant soon. and photos of today celebration. so tired. shall go to bed now. YAWNS !

2008-08-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

i'm dying.. SIP REPORT IS SOOO LONG AND TROUBLESOME AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO START!

LOL. i suck at writing reports. i love to edit them though. but anyway HI WORLD ! 3 more days to my long-awaited 1 month and 3 weeks holiday ! (: i really CCCAAANNOOOTTT wait. time passes so fast. like just yesterday it was 22nd april. okay i'm kidding. time passed damn slow.

so time pass faster okay ? LOL. i wanna go singing during the holidays ! (: eh bao wankian junhao please get ready. LOL. weng shawn carmen too. WHOOOOOO ! sleeping late and waking up late. okay so waste of time yes i know. LOL

but really is cannot wait ! okay i better stop thinking bout holidays now. SIP REPORT I'M COMING ! it's just a pass or fail grade leh. chey.

2008-08-22T22:51:00.001+08:00

there are so many things i wanna say but i don't know how to.

sigh. it seems like all my efforts are wasted.

2008-08-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

have you guys watched the news ? that day i happened to hear that teenagers who get less than 6 and a half hour of sleep per day are more prone to getting high blood pressure.

i have been sleeping for less than 6 and a half hour per day for 2 days already. i'm scared.

okay lame. project til late for the past 2 days. monday is coming soon. monday 2.30PM. i'm waiting for you. (:

2008-08-17T13:47:00.000+08:00

st james yesterday was awesome (:

went to support vonn for the UOC pageant. $12 ticket with unlimited ice cream and one standard drink. but i drank coke. LOL. it's not loser-ish okay. coke's cool.

so theme was geek or glam. LOL we were all glam lah. but ngiam bought her geeky specs and we started doing geeky poses like centre parting and all. DAMN UGLY MY GOD ! LOL. photos up when i have them.

then came out vonn in her geeky wear. she doesn't look like a geek please. damn cute lah ! WALAO. then some rounds of seraching for individuals. wanted to sabo siobhan and bao. but in the end we dint. bao not muscular enough. LOL. waited for joan and jodin to come. and next segment was glam.

VONN WAS DAMN PRETTY PLEASE ! and her dress. LOL. should post up the photos for everyone to see. sure cannot believe it one. LOL. though vonn dint win anything but so long as you enjoyed the process it's fine. it looks so fun leh. LOL. got free facial somemore.

so waited outside for vonn and then took individual photos with her. (: then headed to harbourfront for our DINNER. yes dinner at 11+ mac was full of people. but we managed to get a seat and of course we GOSSIPED ! lol. exciting stuff and discussions. waited for vonn to come and then left. (:

the best time i've had so far for the past few weeks. though not full happy9 was there. missing zheyang (btss) and fiq, grance and derrick. but it's alright. (: we'll be meeting soon for vonn's birthday celebration. YAY !

2 more weeks and it's over.

2008-08-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

LIKE OH MY GOSH I FOUND FANN WONG'S BLOG !

LINK HERE !

LIKE EVERYONE SHOULD GO TO THAT BLOG BECAUSE IT'S LIKE SHE'S FANN WONG (: in case you all don't know i'm a fannatic fan ! (: not in the fan club but her fan YIPPY YAY !

LOL. SO HAPPY ! mc-ed today. and back to work tomorrow. SIAN ! but it's okay. friday half day ! cause have to go backto school project. SIAN.

saturday st james power house to see vonn's pageant. you go girl ! and sunday flea at zouk with carmen. (: OKAY 2 MORE WEEKS OF WORK GO GO ! (:

love all.

2008-08-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

HI WORLD ! i keep listening to jam hsiao after bao send me the songs. LOL. ask me for the songs if you want it. (:

very very good ! he sound so much better live ! hahaha.

THE NATIONAL DAY LIKE SONG ! (:

i'm like currently in love with the national day like song. LOL. he really sound soooo much better live ! those who like him should have been there really.

he really had more supporters than FIR. LOL. okay back to do my project. I HOPE 25TH AUGUST COMES FASTER !

2008-08-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! (:

HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY SERENE LIM ! (7th august)

FIR CONCERT WAS GREAT ! what more can i say. faye sings so much better live. be it rock style or acoustic. both were marvelous ! new comer xiao jin teng was awesome too. his voice. OMG ! totally awesome.

but bao said it was boring. it wasn't. i like the acoustic parts. the songs sung bao dint even know ! LOL. but it was a pity songs like juan lian, yu ying hua and ci niao dint come out. ):

but the live rock music was good. loved it. LOL. and their last song was fly away. which was also their very first song when they came out as FIR. at points of time i could totally understand how they feel. when faye was singing wo men de ai and almost everyone singing out loud with her. i could tell she wanted to cry but she was holding back lah.

cause she wants to give the best performance to everyone. and we left even before they finish singing fly away cause mr bao dowanna rush with the crowd. in the end we walked out not long they finish ! (&%()_@&&%+!& stupid bao. make me not finish hearing them sing my first favourite song. LOL.

okay so much for yesterday. today i went to padang to do human flag ! with my family. was trying to spot ivan bak on the big screen but HAHAHAHA ! i recognised the wrong person ! the whole place was like crowded with people. and it was great. doing the flag and all. I DID IT IN THE RAIN LEH ! we were all wearing the super thin ponchos given. LOL. in the end still kena water.

okay i'm super tired now. but gotta keep moving ! major project on the way ! come on man ! just 2 more weeks and i can smell the air called FREEDOM ! (:

and oh brief met up with mr eric chua at the mushroom on wednesday ! IN HIS FORMAL WEAR AND SOME NOT MATCHING BAG ! HAHAHAHA. you know what i wanna say lah damn good friend. (: LOL CHEERS !

2008-08-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

YES ! no work for like 3 days. (: 5days in fact including weekends. well i guess it's really our well-deserved break. we worked non stop for a week pls. it's time to take time-off.

but break isn't really break. have to chiong for our major project. PR2 IS COMING ON 25TH JULY ! it's quite taxing because everyone wants to do well. competition is there. the tension is there. the stress is there. and yes how can i even be still blogging here.

but that's not the point. the point is. i don't know actually. okay so crap. i don't know why suddenly i like work. maybe it's cause i've met new people in SBG. but life's so crap. why is it sometimes only towards the end then you'll get to enjoy some stuff. but oh well. life's like that HOR JAZREEL ! LOL.

and vonn's in NTU PAGEANT ! (: AWESOME. okay i'm off to do my weekly reports. shit.

i miss you wilbur tan. come back soon.

2008-08-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

I'M FREE ! (:

well the garden festival is over. for those of you who dint go. it's alright. the next one will be in 2010 (:

through the garden festival i've seen loads of people. reall. nice and nasty ones. to the nice ones i would like to say thank you. to the nasty ones. please get far away from us.

i can't believe some people actually wanna complain because this certain merchandise went out of stock. HELLO ! why don't you blame yourself for not coming early instead of blaming the organising team for not being 4-sided. and it's just one freaking thing. my god. seriously.

oh well enough of nasty people. they make me wanna puke. there were nice people too. (: who dint mind the no bags thing. they'll go like "that's good. save the environment" and then they smile. and when you end off with "enjoy the show" they'll go like "yeah we are. thanks alot."

such nice people. WHERE TO FIND IN SINGAPORE ! anyways. photos uploaded later. i'm off to do project. (:

YAY ! (: 1 more month. and i hope dear bur is fine. 1 week down. 2 more to go. COME BACK SOON PLEASE !

2008-07-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

i think i have really lost contact with the world due to work.

HELLO ALL ! I'M STILL ALIVE ! CONTACT ME ! MSG ME

CALL ME ! LET ME KNOW I'M NOT FORGOTTEN !

finally online after like 5days and i had 40emails to clear. haven't been typing my weekly report. i owe my teacher 4 weekly reports. and also haven't been touching my project ! oh god save me. just 3 more weeks to PR2 ! anxious. garden festival has been awesome.

I SAW THE PRESIDENT OKAY ! AND TOOK PHOTOS OF HIM ! seriously who can say they took photo OF THE PRESIDENT ?! and also i took photo with mr mah bow tan. seriously WHO CAN SAY THEY TOOK PHOTO WITH HIM ! and i saw stephanie sun. AND AGAIN ! WHO CAN SAY THEY SAW HER WITHIN A SUPER CLOSE RANGE ! NOBODY RIGHT !

it's 12.27 now. my hair's not dry but i wanna sleep so badly.

5 more days til the end of the festival.

EVERYONE PLS VISIT THE SINGAPORE GARDEN

FESTIVAL THAT'S HELD ONCE EVERY 2 YEARS

AT SUNTEC CITY CONVENTION CENTRE

LEVEL 4 AND 6 ! IT'S REALLY AN

EYE-OPENER FOR EVERYONE. ALSO REMEMBER

TO GET SOME SOUVENIRS AT THE FESTIVAL

SHOPPE. YOU CAN FIND ME THERE EVERYDAY

FROM 10AM-10PM.

goodnight. i'm super shag.

2008-07-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

OH. MY. GOSH. heart of greed is so awesome. i love this kinda shows man LOL. that makes you so angry and irritated cause of some stupid irritating characters and yet sad. make you cry. I CRIED AT EPISODE 37 ! LOL.

today's episode was super interesting. was actually like sleepy but after this episode. I WANT MORE ! time check 11:50pm. not enough time for another episode. sigh. and 3 more days to 25th july. sigh. for 3 weeks.

i still think hongkong dramas are so much better. (: LOVE HONGKONG DRAMAS ! HIP HIP HOORAY !

okay to bed now. NIGHT ALL !

PLS COME VISIT THE SINGAPORE GARDEN FESTIVAL AT SUNTEC CITY CONVENTION HALL LEVEL 4 & 6 ! STARTING FROM 25TH JULY - 1ST AUGUST ! (:

2008-07-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

it'll be monday in another 2 hours plus. BOOOOO. hate mondays. why can't weekends be like 5 days and weekdays be like 2 days. how awesome will that be.

this weekend was short cause.. I HAD TO WORK ON A FREAKING SATURDAY ! sigh. please just let me get over and done with it.

on another note. i finally knows how it feels to be zombie like. stayed over at bao's house on friday night. MY FIRST STAYOVER ! bao be honoured. it was your house. LOL. jaz joan jodin and bao playing mj. me and jh watched movie. sweet november. it was only super interested towards the end.

and then rush hour 3 next. we both fell asleep halfway during the show. LOL. should have really watched something else. then they finish their mahjong set bed and we slept. had some random talks and laugh. (: everything was good. LOL poor jaz she got nowhere to sleep. in the end she had to wait like 2 hours+ after i woke up. and immediately grab my space. WALAO. LOL

left for work at 745. that's so early. was quite energetic until like afternoon. totally zombified. walked around town with bur. and i was grumpy cause i was tired. LOL. went to big O's cafe. OMG ! it's damn nice. and their mudpies are like heavenly. after that walked to taka and went home.

slept quite early. (: not really though at 12+ and was woken up in the morning by junhao's phonecall ! to go swimming. in the end i watched tv til 1230 and reached there only at 1+ LOL suntanned and all. and I'M LIKE TAN NOW HELLO ! lol.

the sun was bright and hot today. okay more swimming sessions. we are healthy people. but bohan's condo toilet nicer. okay that's all. i have work to do now. please just let this be over soon.

and i'm sorry zilra for not meeting up. so many people turned up. but i really had to spend this week with my boyfriend. and sorry ronny for not going for your performance. urm j8 abit far arh. hehehe. but i still love you guys ! next outing ! and sorry kai and all too for not watching movie today. HELLO ! j8 ! and so late. LOL. next time ask earlier okay ?

and i think i'm like crazy. cause i woke up all of the sudden at 7+ sat up and i was like panicking cause i thought i'm gonna be late for work. wanted to bathe all and then look at the time and then suddenly i remembered that..... today was a freaking sunday. work has made me crazy. SAVE ME !

LOVE ALL !

2008-07-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy tomorrow's friday ! (:

but i'm sad cause i OT-ed almost everyday. SIGH. i feel like a no lifer just working everyday. i want to go for holidays ! ):

and next week is coming soon which means wilbur tan will be leaving for taiwan and i can't send him off because that's when the garden festival will start and even if he has like 24th july free i can't go out with him because on 24th july there's the awards gala night. sigh. i'm gonna miss him more for 3 weeks. i hope he buys me something nice.

2008-07-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY LAU SHU HUI ! (9th july)

hi blog. (:

went for subcomm camp and i felt so awkward leh ! LOL. cause not much year 3s except mr kay ! thank god there's kay. BUT WALAO ! he ps me and went home at like 10+ ()^%@()@&^_(@

geraldine was my FA (: she took a damn unglam photo of me when i was throwing the soap to ah joey. LOL. and see ah joey. i told you maybe we will be in same group ! LOL. REALLY SAME GROUP LOR PLS ! (: and other venos freshies like queenie and gareth. met new people like chelsie (weng's friend) she's damn funny and cute. and weiyang (look like ahbeng) and he say i LOOK LIKE YEAR 1 LEH PLS ! (:

and ah joey's friend eugene. and the girls who couldn't pay wet game. LOL. but i left in the morning and i think everyone forgot bout me ! LOL. oh well. i finally went to bugis street ! WHOOOO ! and i got that bag i saw online ! (: sorry carmen. i too kanchiong to get it. but we'll still go bugis street together ! after my PR2. PROMISE ! (:

tomorrow's monday. it's the day i dread the most. monday blues. ):

on a happier note. 6 more weeks. which is equivalent to 47 days. 1128 hours. 67680 mins. 4060800 secs. (:

and dear wilbur going taiwan soon for 3 weeks. OH NO ! ):

2008-07-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY ERIC CHUA MING YEW ! (2nd july)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YEEYING ! (6th july)

i really envy those people who go to school. sigh. after school can go out shop shop. slack whole day. I MISS SCHOOL LIKE MAD OH PLEASE LET ME RETURN TO SCHOOL SOON !

on a happier note. 7 more weeks. yes it'll be over baby. (: fishy has this countdown post-it note thing on his desktop and guess what ! he's counting down too ! (: i can't wait for holidays. poor zheyang. (:

dar is so super lame i tell you. so my personal nick was this song that got me so into it recently. LOL.

it was: if you wonder off too far

so dar's replies were:

sonofdork_17@hotmail.com says:
we dont need to go that farr
wongiee ♥ you says:
NO ! wrong line lah
wongiee ♥ you says:
LOL
sonofdork_17@hotmail.com says:
lets hold on to where we are
wongiee ♥ you says:
NO
wongiee ♥ you says:
lol
sonofdork_17@hotmail.com says:
if its real we'll make it through
wongiee ♥ you says:
NO
sonofdork_17@hotmail.com says:
coz all i need is you
wongiee ♥ you says:
NO
wongiee ♥ you says:
LOL dar walao
sonofdork_17@hotmail.com says:
so is it i very hungry now
wongiee ♥ you says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA NO LAH LOL OMG LOL

the very hungry now just reminds me of ngiam. LOL constantly hungry and ordering macs. LOL. and i just realised his answers came from a song. but i can't remember suddenly which song.

oh well. i'm off to lala land. (: night all.

and i forgot to say this...

I HAVE A PAIR OF TICKETS TO FIR WORLD TOUR OMG ! (:

but i'm sad cause it's the lousiest seat. and the cheapest ticket. but what to do. FREE WAN MAH ! LOL. at least better than nothing. 8 AUGUST ! i'm waiting ! (:

2008-06-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

HI BLOG ! and people. (:

i'm so tired. everyday at work there's so much waiting for me to do. and it keeps piling up never ending. PLS SAVE ME !

so i had a super relaxing to the max weekend. i feel so guilty for ignoring my project really. sorry groupmates. watched get smart on saturday. it wasn't as funny and nice as i expected it to be really. but the cinema as usual was great. (: this time it was the grand cathy ! OMG !

had spegeddies after that and just walked around before heading home. spegeddies's food not bad. LOL always wanted to try but the rest say expensive. LOL.

so sunday was swimming ! i waited from 12noon til 3+ pls. from damn bright sun to almost no more sun. to no sun. WALAO ! zheyang lah. LOL. stupid sheep. went to hanchih's brother's condo to swim.

seriously. rich man's paradise. when we reached the pool. CROWDED WITH GUESS WHO ! ANG MOHS ! LOL. zheyang was so happy sia. HAHAHAHA. so went to change with suling and then yes swim. the pool was awesome. like jacuzzi everywhere ! LOL. nice comfy rounded 2 seater sofas. suntan beds. BBQ pits just infront of the pool. really so awesome.

we were even laughing at the mini lcd screen in the lift showing channel news asia. "watch 30secs also happy" LOL. "must be when they stuck in the lift can watch" it was funny lah. then went up to the jacuzzi area. (: it's so awesome. the view. from the 38th or don't know issit 31st storey. OMG ! overlooking chinatown. (: and the jacuzzi area is by area. no disturbance or whatsoever. for that time it belongs to you. so awesome.

went to bedok's botak jones but long queue. WALAO. so we went airport for popeyes. still long queue so we went to the T1's outlet. really awesome day. (: love all. and more swimming soon thanks.

my lambo. (:

they just love to take photo with my car. don't know why also.

saw this at botak jones. QUITE TRUE ! click to enlarge people in case you guys don't know.

alright. off to bed now. goodnight NIGHT hello morning. hello work.

2008-06-23T22:40:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY JONNY ! (15 june)

yes i know eons ago. LOL. sorry lah i only had the mood to blog like now. sorry your birthday was only like so short. but still hope you had fun. maybe we should go out soon and have a post birthday celebration.

i'm so glad you stayed back for 2 years (not trying to be a bastard). LOL but yeah. you've been an awesome friend talking nonsense with me and it's very much loved. sorry wilbur rocks more. (: LOL.

our friendship will last forever i'm sure and for now strive hard okay ! LOL. not trying to be a bastard again but yah. (: jonny is loves. LOL. wilbur is loves more.

me: so what you want for your birthday
jon: (alot of unrealistic stuff)
jon: a patrick soft toy
jon: collage is so girlish.
jon: but i like.

LOL. so you've got your collage. it was a little ruined but at least can see my face ! LOL SPOT ME PEOPLE !

and shokudo with carmen and weng is loves. they kept laughing at my baby photo. ask me bring but ALL NEVER BRING. WALAO ! TSK.

okay back to work. love all !

2008-06-19T22:31:00.001+08:00

i guess i'm slowly getting over it. but somehow when i look up into the clouds i'll think of you. hope you're fine there. (:

okay so i'm getting along well. time passes so fast and tomorrow is TGIF ! my favourite day of the week.

rather busy these few days. and our project is not moving ! we have to get back on track. sip/mp is tough shit. really. i still think running both of it concurrently is crazy. 2 more months and it'll be over. i'm looking forward to my long awaited holidays.

♥ ALL !

no more online shopping for me. LOL. nemrac please don't tempt me thanks. LOL

2008-06-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

for the past few days i felt like i was in a dream. a dream that was so ridiculous but yet felt so real. i really wished this was a dream. everything. the whole news. the whole wake. the whole situation but sadly it wasn't.

everyone has to come to terms with reality and i'm trying. the past weekend was really hard for me. crying once in awhile. but what kahyuen said to me really made me cry harder. she said we should feel happy for clifton. look at him. he can fly to anywhere he wants now.

i totally agree with kahyuen. though she's my freshie but she's so much wiser. thanks kahyuen. and thanks ronny for making me laugh so much before we went for the wake on friday. it really did cheer me up. thanks weng and kaiwen for being beside me the whole day yesterday. i love you guys. and my friends and most importantly my family.

dear clifton. thanks so much for all the memories. i hope you're feeling happy up there in the skies. flying on your plane. travelling to the different places. meeting new friends. i know you won't forget us and neither will we.

thanks for being my first FA when i was a gl.
thanks for encouraging us whenever we started to slack off.
thanks for making zilra your first and your last empire.

THREE CHEERS FOR CLIFTON ! (:

p.s: you know i always thought this 2 photos not nice. i've always wanted to take a nicer one with you. but now i realised it's the most beautiful photo among all. (:

2008-06-14T11:35:00.001+08:00

perhaps the most depressing thing that i have encountered was this. the loss of a friend.

though i wasn't very close to clifton but the 9 days that we spent together really was amazing. the late night debriefs. how his pronounciation never failed to make us laugh. how we talked about owing herbal tea. and i bought you herbal tea okay. from cheers. but you dint want to let me treat. how we talk about you working in G-Star and me going there to buy a pair of jeans even though it's men's cut. it was just little little moments that reminds me of you.

also i remember you telling me during FO that it's possible for me to join SU through you and terence. but i didn't. i regretted not joining SU in year 1. i can get to know you more. also i want to say thank you clifton for everything. for the joy and laughter you gave us to be what zilra is. i'm sorry we didn't make your first time as an FA a joyful one because we gave you last position for all 3 camps. but i hope you really did enjoy being in zilra.

'da tou da tou
xia yu bu chou
ni you yu san
wo you da tou'

just keeps repeating in my mind after i know the news. and the day before i knew of the news i still playfully called edwin clifton. cause he was joking bout me and suling. so i decided to tease him. and the next day..

it was just so sudden. and shocking. our beloved FA. and beloved friend. the memories of you will always be in our hearts. rest in peace clifton lam jia hao.

we'll miss you ah lam (alarm)

2008-06-12T22:28:00.001+08:00

i don't know what to say.

it's just so sudden and it left me in shock.

rest in peace clifton.

2008-06-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

this photo makes my day. LOL.

neoprints once in awhile is fine. (: LOL. bao ps cut it and give us thanks. (:

NIGHT ALL!

2008-06-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

omg i feel so loser. really. although i rant rant rant rant and rant but after the gathering i feel that everything's fine. it's worth it since everyone was so happy.

LOL. so i declare that i'm fine now and thanks to all who expressed concern over it.

monday blues. boohoo.

2008-06-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling quite down now. it wasn't anything big at all until i read a post. and after hearing comments.

sometimes i feel so tired. i feel not appreciated. i feel like crap.

sometimes even if i don't say anything. all you have to do is just msg and ask. if other people can do that why can't you. why does it always have to be me to inform everything. to send msg to tell this and that.

i mean like you all really think i'm that free. you know i wake up early to go work. i start 830 end at 6 only. i do lots of stuff at work. i still have a major project to do. come home sometimes still need to discuss project. weekends are not say very free. i have commitments. i still have to go back school for project. my proper rest days are like what only sunday.

i mean like can't you guys just appreciate everything and stop complaining and whining. it's not very nice if this certain person plan this and then i say like "blah blah blah or whatever" seriously. i'm just so tired of this. and it's not the first time.

whatever happen to not planning again. seriously. i wasn't angry or what at all. i just hope that people can show me some appreciation. it's not easy planning and you all know that. i guess that's what i have to say.

just ranting my thoughts away cause i really can't take it anymore.

2008-06-03T22:40:00.001+08:00

time check: 10.40pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAO !

WALAO ! i wish you so many times but i'm NOT gonna msg you cause you dint msg me. and you said you forgot ! WORSE ! LOL. so yup.

okay off to bed goodnight world.

2008-06-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

sigh. it sucks to have to work during weekdays and also do a major project at the same time. just imagine after work so tired go home still must do project. and when finally you have the weekend to rest you can't why ? because you have to do your major project.

seriously why can't sip be sip and major project be major project. why have to combine both together at once ? why why why !

sigh. so this week having project meeting. i hope people don't be late anymore cause time is precious. and moreover this saturday i have something on. i can't cancel the whole thing to make the whole day a project day cause i have already made plans.

and i feel quite stupid talking to my blog about this. but sigh. juggling work and project is not easy. be glad that the rest of you are just studying. studying is so much better and fun.

2008-05-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

HI WORLD ! it's a saturday today and..

IT'S MR MA HAN CHIH'S BIRTHDAY !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANCHIH !

going downtown east later. WHOOO.

okay so i'm here to post pictures. LOL from fishy's convo !

he says that he is more creative than junhao. LOL

my chocolate cake and 19 balloons (1 balloon is white) LOL

clothes, bags shoe. brand = more.

my contact lens. LOL.

mp3.

sunglasses and sunflower. LOL

thanks fish for making me laugh. LOL and wishing me happy birthday 2 TIMES ! LOL.

a certain friend decided to webcam with me. well i don't have a webcam but she decided to do something funny. LOL. so everyone guess who this is ! no prizes for the one who guessed it right. HEHEHEHE.

2008-05-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

time check. 11:02PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA WONG HUI MIN ! (: LOL.

yes i finally turned 19. SO OLD PLEASE. but thanks for everything friends. thanks happy9&co for being there minus jazreel chong. WALAO JAZREEL ! wishlist fake one huh. pls feel guilty. LOL. and thanks for the top. it's nice ! (:

thanks hanchih and all for planning the stuff and my 19 balloons ! really don't know how to bring home.

SO PRETTY ! but all deflated already ! and i gave one to a little girl. (:

thanks for all the birthday wish on friendster or sms or any other form. (: LOL.

thanks venos for the birthday song and cake. (: walao damn paiseh please.

the birthday cake

my cake ! (:

thanks carmen ! (: you were the first to fulfil my wishlist. (: thanks for your bouquet of sunflowers and the postcard. it really made my saturday ! love you babe ! ANTM WANNABES !

thanks carmen ! YES ! I'M STILL IN THE RUNNING ! (:

THANKS BABE (:

comparison. EH CARMEN PLEASE SEE. LOL. kidding lah.

and lastly thanks wilbur tan my dear boyfriend. who forgot to wish me happy birthday til a few messages later cause he lost track of time. army is like that one i understand. but thanks for the bouquet of sunflowers. EH CARMEN. compare to yours his bigger leh. HEHEHE. but thanks alot my dear. you are loves ! (: narnia, made of honour and what happens in vegas soon !

thanks so much my dear (:

okay so all people holding onto photos please send me.

me and carmen's ANTM WANNABE photos in the next post. and i'm so addicted to harvest. and more photos of my birthday ! hahaha i have everything i wished for ! (: and also fishy's funny drawings. HEHEHEH.

♥ ALL !

2008-05-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry derrick. i dint know you will feel this way. sigh.

this thing makes me feel so guilty. ):

2008-05-24T00:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERRICK ! (: LOL

you're like the first person i blog "happy birthday" instead of "happy belated birthday" HONOURED PLEASE ! okay people. SOON (:

but the sad thing is my dear boyfriend can't be out. i'm damn sad please. really. but what to do ! no choice. oh another thing to add to my wishlist. can i have a vintage looking bag ? THANKS ALL ! LOL.

so when wilbur is out i wanna go to this place at anchorpoint (:

DAMN DISNEY PLEASE !

mickey pizza !

THERE'S EVEN MOVIE SCREENINGS !

OMG lovely place to be in please. i like. LOL. make me so wanna go to disneyland. save money save money. disneyland here i come !

okay sound damn gay. anyway. i'm off to bed. venos workshop tomorrow. i feel bad for skipping my project meeting. but SEE ! LAST MINUTE AGAIN ! tell you all don't last minute tell me things still last minute. LOL. shu hui not saying you please.

and shu hui is the ultimate love. work is fun cause i have her company. thanks babe (: monday gleneagles hospital delifrance. cause i big on that day (: LOL.

all picture credits to sparklette.net

2008-05-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

OMG ! i'm so tired. everyday sleep for like only 5 hours. i feel sleepy.

i bought carmen a black balloon ! LOL i think it looks cool. EH CARMEN READ CAREFULLY MY WISHLIST HOR. =X LOL.

1. ALL OF HAPPY9&CO TO BE PRESENT AT MY CELEBRATION. and when i say all i mean ALL.
2. really nice cake. preferably chocolate. LOL
3. 19 COLOURFUL HELIUM FILLED BALLOONS !
4. to be able to wear contacts lens !
5. a camera in time for the singapore garden festival !
6. a new mp3 ! no IPODS please (: LOL.
7. more clothes, bags and loads of shoes ! (you can ask me online which one i want LOL)
8. more DS games (: harvest moon !
9. the diva bracelet (the gold and turqoise one!)
10. bangle from topshop (the blue pink gold and yellow one)
11. a pair of nice shades that suits me (: LOL
12. a bouquet of sunflowers maybe ? i only receive before one stalk kind. LOL

and weng i'm seriously so sorry. other then sorry i don't know what else to say. don't angry next time i treat you drink (:

and i'm off people. NIGHT ALL !

2008-05-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.

And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race.

He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell,
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.

'Tomorrow' I say!
'I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'

But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.

Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might

be too late.

Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends
and family, for they have helped
make you the person that you are today.

I LOVE YOU ALL MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS AND

THE PEOPLE WHO LEFT A FOOTPRINT IN MY LIFE.

wongiee ♥ you says:
awwww -HUGS- (: so your point is trying to tell me you love me lah
Raithology > says:
WAKAKAKA
Raithology > says:
thick skinned bananas
wongiee ♥ you says:
NO MEH LOL
Raithology > says:
YES LAA

AWWW. ronny is loves (:

2008-05-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

zilra dinner on friday was good. (: hahaha i travelled all the way from town to tampines okay people. so please appreciate. LOL. but that was cause i'm at city hall. i stopped at the bus stop nearer to the basketball court and guess what ! the gate was closed !

so i walked to the other gate and walked to the basketball court and guess who i saw. ERIC CHUA MING YEW PLEASE ! so coincidental. and thanks for using the bottle to hit me arh. THANKS FRIEND. we're like so damn good friends please. HAHAHAHA.

and i saw eugene too. (: LOL that smart ass. so sat down talked to the rest an shawntan came down with camera to camwhore. LOL and alot of funny stuff happened please. OMG. LOL.

and kaiwen was damn funny also. (:

♥ ALL (:

wongiee ♥ you says:
you're an emerald to me
wongiee ♥ you says:
my boyfriend's diamond (:
= eRiC = says:
tskk
= eRiC = says:
hanah
= eRiC = says:
you're my sk jewellery la
wongiee ♥ you says:
WALAO dowan leh
= eRiC = says:
i'm your swarovski
wongiee ♥ you says:
i want goldheart
wongiee ♥ you says:
LOL OMG SWAROVSKI HAHAHHAHAA

we're damn lame really. LOL. i remember talking bout the asshole thing and what if your asshole is at your nose and i remember laughing like mad in front of my com. thanks friend. (: you've always been the one to talk crap with me and i appreciate that. CHEERS TO PSPS ! LOL

2008-05-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

i hate people who thinks that engineering school students are dumb and says stupid comments like "see engineering school people so dumb" and blah blah blah.

they act as if they're school damn good. please think without engineering where will you have products ? where will you have machines ? please everyone will still be doing manual chores and stuff. and where will you even have business to start with ? seriously just shut up and live your life.

if you think your school is better than any other at least just shut up and don't comment. really. no one will call you a mute.

that just made my day bad. and it's not that i'm petty or sensitive or blah blah blah. it's just that it's fustrating to hear such a comment. i bet those who were in my shoes won't like it either.

2008-05-17T21:51:00.001+08:00

♥ ALL ! (:

THE WEATHER IS SO HOT PLEASE ! it makes me get pissed easily and tired and lazy to get out of the house cause everytime under the sun i feel like the sun is stinging me real badly and the feeling sucks.

it's like thousands of ants biting you. imagine the pain. i'm not exaggerating. it's really that kinda feeling. try it yourself and you'll know. meanwhile drink more water people.

i think i'm gonna fall sick because of the in and out of air con areas. it's like in work i'll always go in and out and when i'm in the office it's really cold. when i'm out it's really hot. the difference in body temperature suddenly will cause your body to i don't know what. so take care of yourself all.

and my hands are aching. ):

and congratulations wilbur tan ! i told you you'll get into pharmacy. treat please thanks. LOL.

2008-05-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

HI WORLD !

all along i thought there was something wrong with blogger but i realised i was at the "edit html" tab instead of the "compose" tab. i feel damn stupid. anyway, firstly..

HAPPY BELATED IVAN BAK KAI XING ! (9th may)

i sent him a card okay ! (: HEHEHEHE.

next after reading kim's post quite emo. suddenly i miss zilra so much.

i remember i didn't make it into otc until the last round of interview by terence and alvin neo i think. and then i was so happy i made it. but i was sad cause i dint know anyone else in my group except drarell. so for almost the whole otc i sticked with darrell.

i only remember the last day i talked to weijie during hunt-gry and that was when he said something like "he want to be the person" because the task was for all the empire girls or guys to kiss that person or something like that. LOL.

i remember the magus BBQ at ECP when i became the satay woman. and shawnsee raymond and weijie ordered chicken wings and satay. and i laughed like crazy and they said it was the smoke.

i remembered seeing selig and carmen together and we teased them. LOL.

i remember rebecca cause she always ask us to hold onto her camera. LOL.

i remember raymond doing something damn funny with this stick that the band major will hold or something. and the stick is just made up of masking tape. i remembered laughing like mad after that.

i remembered us getting last for otc, fow and foc and i cried together with other people. and then raymond and shawn will say that it's okay so long as you've had fun which is really really true.

i remember shawntan being in the affected area and him crying. LOL.

i remember my two girls stephy and juliana (:

i remember not knowing any freshie except best freshie andrew cause i dance mass dance with him. LOL.

i remember at CPF i talked to sunny and tj.

what i could not remember is perhaps how we all got to know each other better and bonded. it's just so automatic. LOL.

zilra really brought back many memories for me because firstly it's my first empire and also we lose all the way and the bond still stays strong. i really love each and every single one of you in zilra and hope you guys love me too. LOL okay enough bringing back memories.

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talked to weijie and he said he wanna buy me birthday present. HAHAHAHA i'm waiting for it okay ! and he miss me. HAHAHAHA i miss you too please.

wanted to post photos of zilra and magus. but i realised the CPU i'm using is not mine. SO SAD. so yeah shall edit some photos of zilra glam dinner and post it. LOL

I LOVE CARMEN HOE JIA RUI PLEASE !

p.s: my arms looks so toned. LOL

and bon voyage kai ! souvenirs please thanks ! LOL.

2008-05-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

LIKE OMG ! I FINALLY HAVE A COM TO USE CAN ANYONE JUST FEEL THE EXCITEMENT FROM ME ! HAHAHA.

anyway firstly. I MISS MY COM. and i miss blogging. miss blogshopping and miss online chatting and CARMEN ! i miss you hor. don't say i didn't. HEHEHEHHE.

anyway THANKS ZILRA (: I WAS SO SHOCKED LAH. really. like i thought you guys dint know. i keep telling people to keep quiet about it and then suddenly when we were gonna sing happy birthday ronald ask me to sit down. i was like HUH. LOL.

thanks becca and all those (i don't know who did) for planning this. (: ZILRA FOREVER IN MY HEART (: LOL. and thanks ronny. i'll be waiting for my present. HAHAHA.

met carmen first and I MISS HER LIKE MAD LAH. walao she say i look like an AL LEH. hahaha so i tried to be one on that day. had loads of fun with her just walking around and semi-shopping. then went to meet the rest and went back to marina square AGAIN ! LOL.

ate and all i was shocked to see raymond and shawn see ! and fook ping ! too bad weijie dint come. HAHAHAH. and during dinner me and carmen were laughing like crazy. thanks arh ronald. and shawn ng damn blur ! HAHAHA we were like walking round and rond searching for his car and in the end i reached home at 12.50 ! LOL.

but thanks shawn for the ride. car rides was damn funny. i was laughing at this photo of weng's ZOOMED IN face. i laughed nonstop for 10mins. OMG ! it's been so long since i laughed like that. thanks you all. (:

hahaha. and shawn tan sucks lah. omg so long dint blog i feel weird. but once again thanks ZILRA ! (: thanks for the card the cake the celebration. everything. really love you guys alot (:

2008-05-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

COM SPOIL ! ):

so anyone who needs to contact me you know where to get me. LOVE ALL (:

2008-05-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

i hate it when people say some stuff which they think is funny but i don't at all. and worse i hate it when people act as if they know me damn well but they don't have a clue on what my life is all about.

enough said. DOU NIU YAO BU YAO IS DAMN AWESOME ! (:

and i've though of more stuff for my birthday wishlist.

5. to be able to wear contacts lens !
6. a camera in time for the singapore garden festival !
7. a new mp3 ! no IPODS please (: LOL.
8. more clothes, bags and loads of shoes !
9. more DS games (: harvest moon !

right that's so far about all. the bold ones are the more important ones. LOL. and i'm off to watch dou niu yao bu yao ! DAMN NICE DAMN NICE !

2008-04-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

i feel so pissed. I just don't see the purpose of the scolding just now. yes i might be wrong to not inform you guys who i'm dining with but i did inform that i'll not be eating when ben message me ! sorry if i didn't inform you guys i will the next time. but i had a reason ! my phone is on low batt ! it died on me even before i reach siglap.

and what's wrong with eating with han chih and all ? though it's last minute but my classmate weren't free ! if not i would have went to town to eat and came home. and about me not eating at home.

last week i went to eat with my classmates. only one of the days ! the rest of the days i went home for dinner. even saturday and sunday i stayed at home whole day exept that one hour when i went to meet wilbur. and he asked me want to eat dinner with him but i still decided to eat with you all.

and this week tuesday had a BBQ. decided long ago already and today just last minute dinner cause i didn't want to go to hongkong cafe. and moreover i haven't met up with hanchih and all for quite some time. during holidays i don't meet up with them every week !

and usually on saturdays i go out with wilbur only for the whole day except that time when i went sentosa because wilbur book out in the evening ! and it was a camp outing. and also when wewere celebrating joan's birthday. i asked wilbur to go along.

so tell me where did i go wrong ?

2008-04-28T06:27:00.000+08:00

OMG ! my lauren is out ! SAD SAD SAD. oh man. but i think anya's not bad.

hot weather today. oh geesh. and after procrastinating i finally cleared my cupboard ! HOORAY ! and something's wrong with blogger. anyway i chanced upon some stuff and yeah took random photos. LOl.

I'm a charmed fan (:

salwa's birthday present. really really nice.

letters from joan seng. they're really funny. EH JOAN SENG ! come online man. you've been MIA-ing for like A WHOLE MONTH ! my birthday coming you better come. (: LOL

the picture speaks for itself (:

my postcards from zilra, yeeping, ngiam, grace, charmaine and JOAN SENG

my box of letters from primary school. LOL. it's really ALOT ALOT of letters and notes. and think back we were kinda childish lah. LOL. but it's so fun ! really. it's like we will write letter to each other and next day reply back that kind.

my letter sets (: can go open bookshop. LOL

anyway yes that's the end of the walk down memory lane. maybe next time i will blog all those old happy9 photos. and i've come up with my wishlist. LOL

things i wish for my birthday are..

1. ALL OF HAPPY9&CO TO BE PRESENT AT MY CELEBRATION. and when i say all i mean ALL.
2. really nice cake. preferable chocolate. LOL
3. 19 COLOURFUL HELIUM FILLED BALLOONS !
4. yoga set. those dvd kind. LOL and hello kitty yoga mat. i saw it at harbourfront centre !

okay more will come later. LOL this is the so far list. still have around 1 month so yeah. LOL. LOVE ALL !

2008-04-25T22:27:00.001+08:00

i love fridays ! cause the next day is saturday and what does saturday mean ? SLEEP IN ! WHOOO !

anyways today was last day for mac. awwwwwww..

i'll miss your presence at work

macdonalds
macwings
macbook
macnuggets

MACTAN (:

LOL i always wanted to do that. sounds nice. i really can't thank you enough for everything you taught us. from going to the shared drive to using the photocopy machine. LOL. and thanks for reminding me to press the exit button before i open the door. and the banana today after i complaint that shu hui has one. LOL.

and also man ! without you around how am i gonna excel in microsoft excel ! HAHAHAHA. but it's okay. handphone was made for a reason. (: LOL. SO TAKE CARE YO ! and good luck (i heard people saying this so i'm saying this too) LOL.

and now.. i shall post sentosa photos. eh becca ! i want zilra chalet photos from your cam and serene's cam. LOL.

i like this photo ! LOL from joe's phone (:

my little mermaid tattoo which i rubbed off after i got home. BOO ! more airbrush tattoo for me please !

I CROSSED THE BRIDGE AT PALAWAN BEACH ! OMG first time lah. was super kuku HAHAHAH.

TYRA BANKS WANNA BE. totally fail like mad. all please don't laugh at me thanks. AND OMG DOUBLE CHIN ! LOL. don't take photos like this really.

carmen and hannah and god knows what they're doing.

HAHAHHAA i think i'm damn retarded in this photo. doing a retarded pose. LOL

my lovelies ! carmen and hannah ! (: love you girls !

okay the end. where's all my photos ! all please send to me thanks. and i'm so tired. YAWNS.

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VIDEOS FROM FO ! (:

mass gl cheer !

main comm cheer !

last year's cheer. MY FAVOURITE (:

VENOS GLs DANCING ! i was at the back. HEHEHHEE.

2008-04-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

i can't blog about work so no stuff on work. but the daily trip to botanical gardens is cool. LOL the trip back is also cool.

met a new friend MAC(book) from nyp. but he's leaving on friday. so it'll only be me and shuhui left. OH MAN !

YAY ! my birthday is coming. wishlist will be out soon. HAHAHA as we grow older. we get more matured and PRACTICAL (:

and click five concert on 1st june ! OMG i wanna go leh. any sponsers please tag on my tagboard or send me an email. thanks (: HEHEHHE.

2008-04-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOAN SENG ! (6th april)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIOBHAN MUN ! (17th april)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HAKIM ! (20th april)

joan seng please come online. we wanna claim photos thanks. LOL.

anyway. it's the start of school ! LOL was happy to return to school today. so sad only one day. from tomorrow onwards i'll be going out.

MISS ME ALL ! ):

and everyday i have to wake up at 6 ! for 19 weeks straight. please bless me.

and.. my phone gave up on me. it went for a little surgery and will be back later. using 6610i and really. i can't get used to the screen. SO SMALL ! LOL.

anyway tmr work. please wish me luck. LOL. (:

2008-04-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

CARMEN ROCKS ! seriously. bestest girl ever ! LOL. she taught me how to change my livejournal skin. OMG see ! how awesome can she get. love you to bits nemrac. LOL.

okay sentosa tomorrow. better go sleep now ! GOODNIGHT ALL !

2008-04-16T12:01:00.000+08:00

ZILRARA LOVES ! (:

zilra chalet was awesome yesterday. SO MANY PEOPLE TURNED UP ! it was like OMG. when we reached there they were all squeezing in the damn small living room cheering ! everyone was sweating and all. LOL.

then went out to eat subway. YUMMY ! (: thanks carmen selig gabriel and priscilla for coming out to fetch me. LOL. then me and carmen started doing alot of random stuff. like the america's next top model shit. hahaha. MAN i miss you lah carmen.

we als have this haunted house in the other room. OMG ! it's damn retarded please. and scary. played tatako in the other room and forfeit was to do stupid face. DAMN UNGLAM ! ahaha photos up when i got them.

omg the fun never stops. watched america's next top model after that. HAHHA and hearing selig comments bout whitney. then was tired so went to the room. wanted to sleep but beds all occupied. so sat at a corner of the bed and WALAO ! all make me laugh until i can't sleep. everyone was disturbing shawn tan. LOL.

and i asked them to disturb kai and weng too cause they were falling asleep ! so after quite some time the rest fell asleep. so i talked to ronald tj and shawn ng. and eventually we too fell asleep. IT WAS DAMN COLD PLEASE ! lol. and then checked out and went arcade.

had lunch with becca weng changyong and shawn ng (: the rest had to go back school. that sums up yesterday. words cannot describe the fun i had. thanks becca and grace for organising this. reviving zilra (: you guys were great ! love you ! (:

2008-04-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS GALORE !

VENOS FLAG by FOW freshies (:

ERIC LOOKALIKE ! (his name is c'zia jyeah)

SIDEVIEW DAMN LOOK LIKE LAH.

purpose of putting eric lookalike photo is for someone to see. LOL.

carmen and c'zia cyeah.

VENOS FLAG by FOC freshies

the damn sweet card by FOW freshies. so touched.

loves !

CARDOOR with kevin's hat.

me with kevin's hat

carmen and kevin.

I FORGOT HIS NAME ! ): opps.

BAO PERFORMANCE NIGHT ! SUPER NOT FUNNY !

me and nicholas

me and tai li. TAI LI DAMN CUTE PLS. LOL.

me and li juan ! (: she's damn nice.

2008-04-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

HI WORLD ! it's like back to civilisation. really had alot of fun during FOW/C. met many new people. freshies and gls. got cute guys. hehe.

so day 1 of FOW is to meet at 7. OMG DAMN EARLY REALLY. it's like damn tiring and a chore to wake up so early. met carmen who waited for me. cause i'm late. we walked damn fast to sports complex in the end please ! we were the few early ones. LOL. freshies came in and hahaha actually i hate first day. cause first day damn boring. LOL.

night was with carmen and then bao came with fookping and lucas and we started chatting. doing debrief. LOL. it was so funny. second day freshies came back. so glad like alot of them came back. means we did a great job ! so mass dance and everyone became hyped up. station games and freshies go home. OH ! and i lost my toothbrush. LOL.

sat together with carmen bao fookping sean kc lucas and yc. and we were eating the leftover food and doing debrief AGAIN. LOL. then went out to buy toothbrush. DAMN CUTE. doraemon (: LOL. and then headed to sleep.

third day freshies came back ! (: and we played water games. SERIOUSLY i think water games are the best part of camps. hunt-gry and final clash then CPF. yes me and carmen went cpf though before that we said we wanted to go home wash clothes. but quite guilty cause alot of freshies going.

and we won 2nd for FOW and most spirited ! (: LOL it's like when they announcing most spirited me pam and carmen were in the toilet. LOL.

so thursday had to report at 10.15am. met carmen earlier to buy breakfast cum lunch. had carrot cake ! (: ad i dropped my ice milo. carmen was laughing at me please. WALAO. and guess what me and carmen EARLIEST ! LOL. there were freshies that came early too. and then we did the same thing again for FOW and all. and thursday rained ! so played station games in school.

no final clash for FOC people cause it rained ! i think it's cursed ! cause last year also don't have. but it's good lah cause we end earlier. LOL. last camp for year 3s. show video and i think alot of them cried. i wonder how it'll be for me next year. i bet i'll cry ALOT. and after that was debrief and going to CPF.

played games there and talked cock. then left with bao and jiamin. i feel kinda sad for komez though cause i thought they were really bonded. when they were announced last i think everyone stunned. like everyone. there was like silence lah for a minute. but ranking doesn't matter. the fun and spirit makes up for this.

this is something i've learned. after going 3 camps always being last. LOL. it's really the fun that matters. right zilraians (: LOL. and i wanna say...

thank you everyone in VENOS for making camp so much fun. all the fun and UNIQUE things we do. all the funny and zai cheer. SQUIRT SQUIRT ! (:

and CARMEN HOE ! must dedicate this special paragraph to you. thanks for accompanying me. go toilet fill up bottles. eat. sleep. brush teeth. bathe. charge handphone. i really really wanna thank you babe. i won't forget our toilet time in business school. LOL. and our slacking time at the gallery. talking sessions. sleeping together. i'm glad that from being my freshie, you became my friend. i'm glad to be in the same empire as you. I LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP! LOL.

and lastly I LOVE CAMPS cause..

IT MAKES ME LOSE WEIGHT ! WHOO.

2008-04-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

//edited !

I'M BACK ! (:

FOW/C WAS GREAT ! (:

2nd twice and most spirited for FOW.

VENOS IS LOVES !

blog some other day. BYE ALL ! teehee.

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HI WORLD ! it's like back to civilisation. really had alot of fun during FOW/C. met many new people. freshies and gls. got cute guys. hehe.

so day 1 of FOW is to meet at 7. OMG DAMN EARLY REALLY. it's like damn tiring and a chore to wake up so early. met carmen who waited for me. cause i'm late. we walked damn fast to sports complex in the end please ! we were the few early ones. LOL. freshies came in and hahaha actually i hate first day. cause first day damn boring. LOL.

night was with carmen and then bao came with fookping and lucas and we started chatting. doing debrief. LOL. it was so funny. second day freshies came back. so glad like alot of them came back. means we did a great job ! so mass dance and everyone became hyped up. station games and freshies go home. OH ! and i lost my toothbrush. LOL.

sat together with carmen bao fookping sean kc lucas and yc. and we were eating the leftover food and doing debrief AGAIN. LOL. then went out to buy toothbrush. DAMN CUTE. doraemon (: LOL. and then headed to sleep.

third day freshies came back ! (: and we played water games. SERIOUSLY i think water games are the best part of camps. hunt-gry and final clash then CPF. yes me and carmen went cpf though before that we said we wanted to go home wash clothes. but quite guilty cause alot of freshies going.

and we won 2nd for FOW and most spirited ! (: LOL it's like when they announcing most spirited me pam and carmen were in the toilet. LOL.

so thursday had to report at 10.15am. met carmen earlier to buy breakfast cum lunch. had carrot cake ! (: ad i dropped my ice milo. carmen was laughing at me please. WALAO. and guess what me and carmen EARLIEST ! LOL. there were freshies that came early too. and then we did the same thing again for FOW and all. and thursday rained ! so played station games in school.

no final clash for FOC people cause it rained ! i think it's cursed ! cause last year also don't have. but it's good lah cause we end earlier. LOL. last camp for year 3s. show video and i think alot of them cried. i wonder how it'll be for me next year. i bet i'll cry ALOT. and after that was debrief and going to CPF.

played games there and talked cock. then left with bao and jiamin. i feel kinda sad for komez though cause i thought they were really bonded. when they were announced last i think everyone stunned. like everyone. there was like silence lah for a minute. but ranking doesn't matter. the fun and spirit makes up for this.

this is something i've learned. after going 3 camps always being last. LOL. it's really the fun that matters. right zilraians (: LOL. and i wanna say...

thank you everyone in VENOS for making camp so much fun. all the fun and UNIQUE things we do. all the funny and zai cheer. SQUIRT SQUIRT ! (:

and CARMEN HOE ! must dedicate this special paragraph to you. thanks for accompanying me. go toilet fill up bottles. eat. sleep. brush teeth. bathe. charge handphone. i really really wanna thank you babe. i won't forget our toilet time in business school. LOL. and our slacking time at the gallery. talking sessions. sleeping together. i'm glad that from being my freshie, you became my friend. i'm glad to be in the same empire as you. I LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP! LOL.

and lastly I LOVE CAMPS cause..

IT MAKES ME LOSE WEIGHT ! WHOO.

2008-04-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

HI BLOG ! (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYAFIQ ! (2nd april)

work on wednesday was awesome. though daryl tan sucks. LOL. but he rocks lah cause he bought fruitella for us when me and rizal specifically asked for fruitips. those 3 in a pack kinda thing. and daryl damn nice. he bought fruitella 3 in a pack.

work was fun cause there weas rizal michelle daryl keith and so on. rizal was being his usual self. michelle got made fun of til she was pissed. LOL. daryl and keith kept making fun of people as usual. and rizal was so idiotic ! keep asking people if they know bout the gavin thing. RIZAL ! but oh wells. menu and magazine (: thanks jackson. LOL.

then was swimming yesterday. we went for cheap thrills. LOL. me zheyang bao and junhao went to changi village hotel to swim ! their rooftop swimming pool damn nice like seriously. and we wanted to tan. but we went there only had like little bit of sun and dark clouds were coming. LOL.

but still everything was beautiful. did alot of stupid stuff and pretended that we were from china when a manager walked pass. LOL. it was fun lah. going swimming again later at bohan's condo because of the failed tanning session. (: yayness. hehe. i love life.

poor fiq injured himself and he could book out and so looking forward to this saturday only to have his hope crashed. he need to book in on saturday night. LOL. we'll meet up soon ! (:

next whole week will be busy busy. FOW/C. it's like 6 days 5 nights camp. except that the 3rd day you'll be able to go home. LOL i almost typed book out. and then the week after next is like last week before SIP ): zilra chalet and siobhan's chalet. CAN'T WAIT ! and more swimming ! (:

xoxo

2008-03-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

i feel quite angry cause i only have one day of work ! which was like quite shocking to me cause usually what i put is what i get ! and i put 3 days ! monday tuesday wednesday and they only give me wednesday. so i have the whole week to do nothing. and for the next week which is the 7th to 12th week i can't work ! cause i have FO.

WALAO. sometimes i feel so not appreciated at work. i should like change job or something. damn. and i'm never gonna eat brownies again cause it makes me feel like puking after eating eastside brownie stack at cartel.

okay enough of ranting i'm off to watch my show. ying ye san jia yi is funny (:

2008-03-29T03:22:00.000+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON EVERYONE !

hahaha i just suddenly remember how i always say this when i see shawn tan. LOL. he still remembers it til now lah.

anyway yesterday was an awesome day. my friends had car again. so hanchih came to pick me up and we headed to ikea. i felt like puking lah cause his car was like so low with half the windows concealed. i think i have motion sickness.

then ate the hotdog bread. YUMMY ! and headed to jon's house while waiting for hanchih cause he had class BBQ. then he came at around 8 and we left for botak jones ! was so excited lah. they say go bedok but i say bedok too near. and fishy doesn't want it too. so we went to the bukit batok one. (cause fishy wanted to) and we like got lost lah. LOL. went to the wrong exit.

we reached at around 9.50 i think. and was waiting for junhao and jon to come back with the coupons. and then when we went there ! they say they're closed ! don't know who tell us close at 11pm wan hor ? LOL. so in the end we went to some zi char stall and ate. everyone was like damn hungry lah. LOL.

after that they had to send me this burden home. all the way from bukit batok. LOL. actually is all the way from choa chu kang. MAN. wished i could have joined them at night too. wonder where they went.

oh and i finally went t3 ! on good friday. HAHAHA. i went with my parents. T3 is sooo crowded. and big and long. it's so tiring walking from one end to another. but the ambience there quite nice though.

and like what's wrong with the viewing malls ! we can't just see aeroplanes anymore ! we look down and see the people inside the departure hall area. the inside people. and then we see the aeroplanes like through 2 glasses ! so not nice.

and i was searching and searching for coffee club but it was nowhere to be found ! LOL. after asking like many people i finally know where it is. it's just down the escalator beside tcc. CHEY. LOL. anyway work later. tata guys ! (:

2008-03-26T08:30:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS GALORE ! (:

gl refresh 2 !

group photo 1

group photo 2.

jay lloyld's a murderer !

the guys "BBQ-ing" the girls

dragon-boating. (:

group photo (:

my zoo trip photos up soon ! when i'm not lazy to resize. LOL.

2008-03-26T06:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JAZREEL ! (22nd march)

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JUNHAO ! (22nd march)

awww so sweet both on the same day. (: LOL. so went steamboat at mt faber. (: i like the tom yam soup please. LOL. and zheyang was sitting beside me. man ! if wilbur was sitting beside me he confirm help me take food. zheyang.. urm. LOL. he help me take also lah. but more for himself.

and he ate like 2 and a half bowls of rice ! CRAZY PLEASE ! go there pay money eat rice. like ngiam lol. then was cutting cake time. i was so sad cause the cake shifted and the grass like abit not in line. but what to do ! carry the cake from parkway all the way to harbourfront please. nice looking cake which tasted alright only.

for me and derrick's birthday our cake must at least 4kg okay ? cause 2 people LOL. so after all that was walking down mt faber. it was like so scary and dark lah ! we had to use handphone lights to shine on the floor. there were also many steps. and fishy brian tried to scare us. LOL we were like screaming and screaming. it was so fun ! (:

then headed to clarke quay and was just standing around cause everywhere was full. we went hooters in the end. i agreed with ngiam we should have just went to tcc. LOL. then the rest can stay at hooters. i was like gonna fall asleep lah cause i waited for them to choose a place which took damn long. in the end when i settled down only left like 20mins then i have to go. MAN.

then shared a cab home with fiq and sufong and bur. (:

went for venos refresh on sunday. like so little people went lah. learnt the mass gl cheer which is like what 7 pages long. and it's like 7-8mins long. WOAH crazy. LOL. but some parts i like some parts i think weird. LOL. left early with carmen cause bur's brother coming to check out my com. (: loves.

yesterday was gl refresh 2. and we had this treasure hunt thing to search for clues on final clash actually. and we played final clash. guess who lost first ! us lah. cause we had the smallest group. the smallest number of people. confirm lose first. so we were like our aim is to lose. and indeed we lost. then we took a "break" and began crazy photo shoots. LOL.

it was like so funny. i bet everyone was so envious and wanted to just ditch final clash and come join us. LOL. will post the photos when i get them. it was seriously cuteness. (: venos loves.

2008-03-22T08:28:00.000+08:00

YAY i finally went to the zoo (: but animal land was closed. MAN ! it's fun there cause you can touch goats and feed pigs and play with little animals. not that i will. must wash hand after that. troublesome. LOL.

OH ! and a babboon and his mate almost mate in front of us ! like serious. LOL. but got disturbed by some other babboon and the male chased after it. then no more show. LOL. quite interesting though. and we were like omg did you see that and this caucasian lady behind was smiling. i think she saw that too. LOL.

after zoo was back to amk hub. THERE'S CATHY THERE ! was so tempted to watch movie lah. wanted to watch rule #1. HAHAHA but quite scared. then went to new york new york for dinner. I THINK THE ONE AT CITY HALL IS SO MUCH BETTER ! really. and then home sweet home which after that i had like a really bad headache. maybe cause wake up too early.

and anyway thanks wilbur tan ! (: for going to the zoo with me. though you woke up late but i'll forgive you. (: you is loves. loves by me. LOL.

okay photos up soon. YAWNS. lazy friday.

2008-03-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

I FEEL HEALTHY ! (: but not so also leh. man !

HAHAHAH. it was so awesome meeting zilra people. really OH MAN ! you all are loves ! hahaha so i was deciding between blading and cycling. in the end i took blading cause like most of them blading ! HAHAHA. act zai only.

but got cheated. i thought it was 2bucks but that was for bicycles. but still went on with blading. yes laugh all you want. i can go straight ONLY. turn slowly can but totally can't stop. period. kai damn action lah please. HAHAHAHA.

then blade all the way til bedok jetty. and i fell leh ! i dint know why either. was just blading beside rayner and then suddenly i just lost control and fell and poor rayner. he fell too cause i fell. LOL. OUCH ! my little finger's hurt.

then went to wash up and all and phobia of blading already. and i almost fell again when i was going down the slope. don't know why i was going then suddenly felt so scared and quickly blade to the grass but still lost control and ALMOST fell. PAISEH SIA. LOL. then i saw shawn ng ! he asked if i wanted to ride his bike ! EH ! surprised leh cause he hardly go for any zilra outing.

and then after that he disappeared already. LOL. but thanks guys for helping me LOL. thanks rayner for offering to ferry me. LOL but it's okay i can still blade. and my leg almost break i tell you. but it was an awesome experience. HAHAHAH.

so i felt so healthy lah cause sweat so much. then walked to east coast mac and met benchow and ronald. LOL. ronald damn mean keep making fun of the rock cake. almost like gonna 1 year soon lah ! LOL.

then was walking to parkway to meet the rest for dinner. and we took photo at the hawker centre ! HAHAHAH so funny lah. then went home. i'm so glad i went for this outing (: zilra forever in my heart. LOL.

2008-03-19T03:39:00.000+08:00

YAY CYCLING LATER !

I FEEL SO HEALTHY AFTER EXERCISING (:

2008-03-17T12:09:00.000+08:00

work was tiring ! okay though i enjoyed work and all but i realised working at night makes me sleepy. i mean really. like during work i kept yawning and all. maybe cause i woke up too early. LOL.

but anyway bur walked me to the bus stop (: LOL. bought nescafe mocha and OMG ! tasted like crap so i swap with bur and drank ice lemon tea. i feel so mean sometimes. HAHAHA. cause he dint wanna buy ice lemon tea but i asked him to.

and OMG ! the guess wallet in isetan having 20% DISCOUNT ! i was telling my mum and all about the wallet and how i bought it at 10% discount in tangs cause at that point of time isetan dint have sale. and then my mum told me they have discount what. i went to check and saw 20%. woah. heart pain.

luckily boyfriend paid half. actually it was supposed to be a present lah. valentine's day present. but.. i felt guilty so i paid him back half. and he accepted my money ): LOL. oh well.

i'm going to the zoo zoo zoo
how about you you you
you can come too too too
we're going to the zoo zoo zoo

HHAHAHAHAH ! i feel retarded. yay tmr zilra outing at ecp cycling. or should i blade ? but i can't stop and turn. i can only go straight. hmmm.. LOL. weng don't laugh.

2008-03-17T06:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FISHY ! (16th march)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRD ! (17th march)

oh man ! i forgot to wish fishy happy birthday because.. firstly phone not enough messages. secondly my computer couldn't work last night ! i feel damn guilty. nooo. hope he forgives me and wishes me happy birthday on my birthday ! (:

OMG i need america's next top model episode 5 please. allison's out yay. LOL. actually i don't like fatimah. i like lauren (:

work later at 5. with ngiam rizal michelle surya and other people. quite nice though. can eat ! hmm what should i eat ? sandwich or pasta ? anyway so bored. watching hongkong dramas online.

can't wait to go to the zoo. (: jonny hanchih all wanna go ? LOL.

2008-03-15T01:52:00.001+08:00

it's 1.51am now ! and i'm still online unwilling to go sleep. i'm so very tired though. teehee.

anyway awesome awesome day. woke up at like 10+. so early lah despite the fact that i slept at 3 the previous night. then bought food for my brother. do some random stuff like collect my parcel bank in money.

then was slacking til 4. you all won't believe what i've done ! I WENT JOGGING CAN YOU BELIEVE IT PLEASE ! HAHAHA. all confirm laughing your heads off. i jogged towards wilbur and he jogged towards me and we met halfway. (: actually most of the time i walked. LOL.

but the sun was really hot. and so long dint exercise cannot all of the sudden run too fast or too much right ? need to train up stamina. and then was home to change and all. the plan was to meet at central to eat and then pubbing. but changed.

to aston's prime. LOL. in the end we went waraku. spent alot of time waiting and all. cause room only available from 8. and the room damn nice. go and see for yourself lah. lazy describe. after that dint know what to do so slacked and all. then walked home with wilbur. (:

walao i was so prepared to go central lah. already decided what to wear and all. HAHAHA. so yup. jonny learning drumming now. i'm still interested lah. it's like so cool for a girl to learn drum. LOL. he's gonna buy a drumset SOON. that's what he say lah HOR. LOL.

and hopefully after that he can teach me. so i don't have to attend his lesson which costs 80bucks per month. hahaha and per session is like half an hour. drums are cool. hopefully i can learn this cause everytime what i wanna learn in the end i won't other than rock climbing. experienced it once ! (:

it's 1.58AM now. no plans for later but slack whole day. i wanna go to the zoo.. please.

2008-03-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

OMG ! online shopping is damn addictive. money please drop from the sky.

yesterday no america's next top model ! i waited for nothing lah ! ): but there is today so yeah (: awesome!

and america's next top model is so addictive ! i remembered the only complete cycle i watched was cycle 2 i think. the winner was naima. i remembered it so clearly lah. (:

anyway great day today. went to watch horton ! without my glasses ! totally crap lah. was given like back seats but we changed to like middle so i could watch better. the seats at marina gv is so much better than vivo. really. had to endure without glasses !

man can i just wear contacts please.. ): and omg j. alexander is MS J. ALEXANDER ! OMG. LOL.

had cartel and tcc. it's the loves. and fishy's birthday really going club ? i can't go leh. can don't want ? LOL.

2008-03-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

went to joanne peh's blog and saw her photos of disneyland.

OMG ! my dream holiday place. i mean really. be it tokyo disneyland or the florida one. so long disneyland. hongkong one would be okay for me too but that's like the last choice.

man i can't wait to start earning money. then after that i can travel to disneyland ! so awesome lah (: little mermaid here i come !

oh here's joanne peh's blog. click here.

america's next top model cycle 7 showing at 1am. YES something to look forward to during boring nights. i love bitchy shows. really. i'm gonna get started on gossip girls soon.

and horton or spiderwick chronicles ? i can't make up my mind !

2008-03-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

yes yes results are out i know. here are my results..

orgcomm: A
MLS: B
ManagingInfo: B+
Procoi: B+
ISO: D+
Modsim: Z (damn proud of it please)
U-Art: B

i finally got my first Z(distinction) so totally cool lah. at least i got a D+ for ISO. but woah very sad. it's still a D+. my 2nd D+ and it's a main subject not an elective. worth 5 credit units you know ! woah sad. but at least i dint fail. it was a problem based learning subject and yeah. difficult to pass and score.

oh well. at least i got my first Z. and no Cs anymore. HAHAHAHA all Bs or B+s. so awesome. but then it makes up for my D+ lah. so my gpa dropped AGAIN. yes. from 3.6+ to 3.18 then to 3.16 and guess how much now. it's still dropping lah.

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3.15 lah ! but still dropped leh. drop by 0.01. yeah yeah most people will say no big deal but hey ! it is a big deal. 0.01 also points please. man i still thought it will go up. i hope next sem will rise up. really. work hard to major project ! i shall not complain.

here's a peek at my whole 2 years of results.

Sem 1.1
Business fund: A
Wrtoral: B+
Effcom: A
Engine Drawing: B+
Engine Fund: B+
Engine Maths 1: B+
Apel: Pass

Sem 1.2
Econs: B
Maths 2: A
PSPS: Pass
Comprog: A
System Concept: B
Qmethods: C
Jap: C+

sem 2.1
Marketing: C+
Accounting: B+
OB: C+
Process: B
Decision Analysis: B
Apel 2: Pass
Public Speaking: D+

sem 2.2
is the one i just typed above.

see i finally called back my A after like 1 sem. AWESOME.

and lastly to end off. eric chua. happy for you please. finally no more supp papers. hear you take supp paper since like PSPS please. LOL. (:

2008-03-12T13:10:00.000+08:00

Love song for #1

In the twinkling stars
that dance like fireflies
In the blushing fruit that
hangs upon the vine
In the face of a baby as
he forms his first smile
I see you

In the whisper of the
wind's soft lullaby
In the laughter and the
roar of the rushing tide
In the song of the sparrow
as he takes his first flight
I hear you

Why do you hide among the
nameless and forgotten
Why do you walk along
these long forsaken roads
Calling to me in the
hungry and the homeless
Calling me to water your thirst

So I'll give you my heart
and my song
In a world where so much is right
but so much is wrong
Your love is my beginning
and i know it won't be too long
Till I see you

Why do you hide among the
nameless and forgotten
Why do you walk along
these long forsaken roads
Calling to me in the
hungry and the homeless
Calling me to water your thirst

So I'll give you my heart
and my song
In a world where so much is right
but so much is wrong
Your love is my beginning
and i know it won't be too long
Till I see you
I hear you
I love you

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omg sucha nice song. really. i think lke the focal point is the last 3 words. LOL. oh well anyway yesterday was roaming around with zhaopei and carmen. got fbt shorts (: but cannot wear together if not will look lke a clique.

but it's true. our empire really has alot of cliques. i think for others empires also same thing. but oh well. unavoidable. so long as when we get together we work well (:

after that was tampines mall with the guys. WOAH missed you all you know. and all not eating never say. me aaron and jon stood there calling all of them lah. actually they called. my phone low batt. LOL.

then went pasta mania. i totally forgot that tm has a cartel ! ): then fishy and kaho came. went to buy movie tickets. they watched 10,000 bc. i think it's a stupid show. it looks retarded lah. LOL. dint join them though cause was quite late. and they were gonna watch the 930pm show.

so the movie will end around like 11+ ? no bus go home please. and junhao. step on my leg. OUCH ! fishy was damn funny. he kept saying bout jon being fat and all. and CAN YOU ALL BELIEVE NOT JONATHAN ATE SALAD FOR DINNER ! and the salad so small lah. so me and aaron were like asking him are you sure that's enough for you. LOL.

and then he went ntuc and bought like biscuits and all. KNEW IT LAH JON ! LOL. i bet you're reading this and giving that -_- face. LOL. and you'll giggle after this line.

oh well. chalet chalet chalet. (: boyfriend POPed. so yes ! 12days of holidays. so much to do together ! like going zoo. going song of the sea. and what else. hmm. can't think of any. and i'm so gonna make him travel to botanical gardens everyday so i can familiarise myself with that place.

the end.

2008-03-11T11:14:00.000+08:00

corrinne may is love. it's really good to listen to corrinne may when you're lying on the bed and just doing nothing. well at least that's what i do. but her songs make you feel abit emo lah. but still really really nice. (: i'm on my way to buy the first album. hahaha.

i can't really remember when i started listening to her. i guess it's after hearing "save me" on the radio. then i went to buy her 2nd album and started loving every song. and it's the same for beautiful seed too. i only like that one song. but after that i ended up liking every song. so see ! it's good.

abit random arh. anyway i was supposed to rant ! about sip. you know what ! i don't get paid during sip. damn sad you know. so we're like free labour. working for free. ya ya i know. it's okay you just want to get the experience. but then i have nothing to look forward to. man. luckily my workplace isn't that far. still can go town shop around after work.

and basically why we don't have pay is because in-house people complain that we get paid. but don't in-house people think. all they have to do is go school clock in stay in school slack do whatever shit and then clock out. 9-5 everyday.

but WE working outside. we have to go to work by 8-830. and work til like 530-6 ? HELLO ! and we take all the crap and stuff from our superiors. and do all the rubbish work. and also will get scolded. and meanwhile working we have to think of what project to work on for the company. you all think it's so easy meh.

so the engine school principal decided that no one in engine will get paid be it in house or outside. sigh but other courses do get though. oh well sigh. i hope work doesn't start soon. at least
working in coffee club i get paid. oh well. just ranting.

photos below:

MR LEE DRIVING LEH !

bohan with mr lee. his legs too long so must sit infront.

mama is being shy. LOL.

HELLO ! my birthday i want 19 balloon thanks. (:

jean trying to do the edwin fly away pose. LOL.

OMG ! i upload halfway and it shows nothing in that popup window. man. i shall upload the rest soon. so tired and going out soon. meeting ms lee and ms hoe. LOL. FBT SHORTS YO !

2008-03-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

i was talking to ivan when he became damn random.

ivan: Do you have a laptop?
me: nope i don't
me: why you wanna give me one ?
ivan: Just asking. hehe.
ivan: can ask from salvation army
ivan: pentium 1 minimum
me: LOL. ask from salvation army ?!
ivan: yeah. www.salvationcorps/=8913p2/laptops

awhile later..

me: the page can't load
ivan: I was just kidding
ivan: cheers

OMG I TOTALLY LAUGHED IN FRONT OF MY COM YOU KNOW ! ivan bak you suck please. but still you're loves. HAHAHA. and man i miss you. (:

2008-03-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

omg work was quite awesome. shit i'm learning from dar. oh well. been working on friday sunday and monday. I WORKED ON A MONDAY CAN YOU BELIEVE IT PLEASE ! but anyway hate monday cause it's monday blues. did nothing for the whole day lah.

but also quite fun lah just slacking cleaning the floor and all. and i ate chocolate delice. omg it's so damn nice. must eat when you go coffee club okay ? LOL.

tomorrow is going to carefour with zhaopei and carmen to get fbt shorts ! HAHAHA seriously how lame can we get. oh tomorrow is fiq's POP. yay meet up soon meet up soon. man it's so hard to get all of happy9&c0&spouses to meet up. really.

and man holidays are so boring. sigh. other than working i can't think of anything else to do. can't stay out late. can't stay out at people's house. i feel like my freedom is so limited. and moreover computer spoil ! woah damn sad. holidays without computer is crap. luckily i have my ds. mama bought me a new game. cooking mama 2. HAHAHAHA

i wanted harvest moon though cause can play longer. anyway i watched leap years on saturday. i dint really enjoy the show because i think it's the seats. watched at vivo third row from the screen and the seats were super duper wuper uncomfortable.

really. it's like so straight up and especially when the screen is just in front of you. it sucks. that is why i've always liked cathy especially the cathy. the seats are comfortable. the ambience is nice. man i'm never going vivo to watch a movie anymore.

and leap years was quite okay. the touching part was towards the end i guess and someone teared. awww. HAHAHAHHA. (:

and new wallet (: thanks wilbur. YAY ! i finally got a new wallet. lol. and i want ice cream chef.. ): and i need to exercise.

2008-03-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

MY COMPUTER WORKING LEH ! DAMN AWESOME ! but i think after that if i off and on again. confirm can't work.

work was awesome. i love working friday nights cause there's always amri and meili. (: hahaha more importantly is amri lah cause he always make drinks for me ! today he maed ice mocha vanilla for me. so awesome. HAHAHAHA.

and baskaran let me da bao his staff meal. and to think i used to not like baskaran. HAHAHHAA. he's actually a nice person lah. and victor is still freaky. he said bye to me today. urm okay. LOL.

and dear boyfriend booked out today got his results. feel damn happy for him cause he got 3As and 2Bs. his maths get A please ! and to think last time he dint even wanna put in effort for maths. HOR ! lol.

and congrats to vonn fiq and derrick too. (: for doing well. meet up soon syafiq plan ! HAHAHA.

and walao ngiam ! everyone calling me ngiam ! then when put station they put ngiam also. they keep forgetting i'm WONG ! HAHAHAHA. eh change name leh. i wanna change my name already lah. LOL.

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